Senikins~
I wish I could be bragging with something like "I think you're falling behind in the race now, as I just secured my place with Ryou" but... I can't. -_-
I don't think.
Actually, if you look at the start of the night, I could say that without problem, but I somehow managed to put my foot in my mouth several times and ended up pushing him further away than where I already had. Well, actually again, it ended pretty well with a hot kiss, but I still don't know where that leaves us.
Do you realize, I turned down a chance to make several moves before that because I didn't want to lead him on more than I already have thus hurting him more than I already have? I'm a mess, Sen! I think you've been practicing your jinxes on me when I'm not looking. When did I stumble into this wave of bad luck?
And bloody hell, why was he curled up next to me this morning?! I passed out alone in my bed, and wake up to him curled up against me.
He wants a serious relationship with me. I can't give him that! Please help me! You know I don't beg all that often, but you gotta talk some sense into him, give him some inside knowledge on how I work or something. Just AHH! I'm not sure if it's him or me that have a couple kangaroos loose in the upper paddock. x_x
Please... Kiyosumi... if you can't help... I'll ask Hanamura for a room switch so I don't cause anymore problems, even if that means having to break us up. -_-
Actually, I think I'll go crash in Kuranosuke's room for a few days until I either figure everything out or the problems go away.