Wow little! These are some powerful words. Beautiful writing, made me feel like... caustraphobic (sp?) kind of. I feel kind of caught myself in reading this, I guess I understand the feeling of being stuck in my mind and screaming out so loud but no one is really hearing a damn thing I say. They're talking so loud over everything else... My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth comes to mind with this, Modest Mouse speaks the words to my soul and maybe for you too. I can relate, I relate.
You can breathe if you allow yourself the space to breathe and maybe taking some time to yourself away from girls and everyone else might help you feel a little better, and rampaging words like this down could also help. Just let your fingers scream for you on the keyboard and re-read and then maybe you will read it and be like... "wtf" like we were talking about earlier.
Hopefully this will help the clouds in your mind to clear up a little bit so you can see and breathe in the clear.
sounds like a perfect word to describe what your feeling. wow sounds horrible. am i right to assume this about your relationship with john? (or everyone) there are many things i feel and think and never say as well and it just makes me crazy sometimes. and yes, when i talk sometimes i feel it falls upon deaf ears... who else sees this journal? sometimes in the past i had to write what i wanted to say because that was the only way to get it out to the other person.. and often it still made no difference.. when that happens you know you have some hard decisions to make. good luck with this my dear. i love you. AJ
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My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth comes to mind with this, Modest Mouse speaks the words to my soul and maybe for you too. I can relate, I relate.
You can breathe if you allow yourself the space to breathe and maybe taking some time to yourself away from girls and everyone else might help you feel a little better, and rampaging words like this down could also help. Just let your fingers scream for you on the keyboard and re-read and then maybe you will read it and be like... "wtf" like we were talking about earlier.
Hopefully this will help the clouds in your mind to clear up a little bit so you can see and breathe in the clear.
Don't over think things, try not to.
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there are many things i feel and think and never say as well and it just makes me crazy sometimes. and yes, when i talk sometimes i feel it falls upon deaf ears... who else sees this journal?
sometimes in the past i had to write what i wanted to say because that was the only way to get it out to the other person.. and often it still made no difference.. when that happens you know you have some hard decisions to make. good luck with this my dear. i love you. AJ
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hope things are going alright for ya.
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