i have a NEW JOURNAL it is megans old one i made it for her when we were together and now she has broken my heart. it is a journal devoted to her, the girl i love more then anything in the world. it will expose every feeling i have for her and recent heart break or heart mend.http://www.

IAM NO LONGER GOING TO BE EDGE. i do everything for megan and more and its not enouph the only thing i dont do for her is party with her so its over im not going to be edge anymore im doing this for love im doing this for you, ive lost all hopes i love and will do anything for you.

read her resent entree and you will see what i mean Leave a comment  17 

Roses are placed on graves, you placed yours on my heart.

read these please i need peopel to talk to, i need opinions ( Read more... )

yeah the cop just came over to give me my restraining order papers and this shit is seriously fucked up ive got to go to court for this shit, megan i dont know if you did this or your parents because you dont fucking comment back but who ever did this is really fucked up i mean really really fucked up, and it fucking hurts me so much, fuck the cops ( Read more... )

nothing but thoughts, thoughts of you, thoughts of pain, thoughts of loss, thoughts of regret, thoughts of love, thoughts of missing, thoughts of nothing, thoughts of why, thoughts of when, thoughts of ever, thoughts of my heart hurting so, thoughts of trust, thoughts of were are you, thoughts of why arent you with me, thoughts of future, thoughts ( Read more... )

if you want to really read about me go to http://www.livejournal.com/users/die_in_yourarms/3307.html?view=20459#t20459
and post a comment, tell me what you think?

days without you are like weeks of slow death

FOR MEGAN ( Read more... )

september 23rd you ask? oh well that would be the day me and megan are getting married!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i asked her to marry me and she said yes and we dicided september 23 the day after are anniversary of first being together, it will represent a new begining to a wonderfull life, yeah the date was my idea, im good i know. sean the best man.

(megans bio)ricky, ricky, and maybe a lil more of ricky! HA!
gettin a place soon with ricky<3 and sean. workin, about to go back to the old community college ,get my degree by next year, have rickys babies, umm thats about it! damn im cool.....

man i cant wait for those days again<3