i know youre not photogenic. (or so you say) but i want to hide cameras underneath the blanket and wrestle you in flash, in color. to capture the smile i know i bring forward.
i created deception in allowing my hand to heal wounds far too complicated for my touch. i created an allowance of personalities to stab me in spots thatve already bled and scarred.
i slept with palms on your heart for a reason. i thought i could cure it all.
my love, this will all make sense one day. one day, this will all come together.