It's interesting how every time I want to write something, it always starts off by completely avoiding the discussion matter. I have to get my juices flowing so that I may have a better understanding of what it is I'm trying to say ( Read more... )

It comes in waves. At moments I'll feel like I can handle myself. But at times I'll think of something that reminds me of her, and I'll just be overwhelmed with sadness. I saw the picture you framed for me, and I cried. I don't get to be the boy you kiss anymore. 30 more days... 30 more opportunities for you to be taken...

I was thinking about writing something, and I was almost inspired in Political Science, but now I'm just not feeling it the same way I was intending. I want to make note of today for myself in the future, but nothing I say really matters. I bet in a while these words will mean something to me. I just don't feel it. I don't feel much of anything ( Read more... )

My feelings have risen to the occasion. Although you make yourself out to be a mystical being who eludes true understanding (just an observation of mine, I don't think you notice this), you can only say what you do. And although you and I can share intellectual conversations, your choices in life and your obsessive behavior towards your friends has ( Read more... )

So Steven had another total 180 attitude change in about 10 minutes. Fuck I hate secrets. They're such bullshit, and smells worse than sulfur covered in dog shit right after it come from a soiled, infected anus. So much fucking drama, and it's such petty shit. I'm sorry that I don't care about your problems (to nobody in particular). That's why I ( Read more... )

Between what is rational and what is not. A dilemma I have no idea how to approach. I'd never thought I'd have to journey this way, but apparently this is another step towards the everlasting interesting-ness that is life. I love it. I love that it makes me feel, makes me think, makes me feel alive! No matter how shitty something can be, it's so ( Read more... )

I feel like my whole world is changing. What I used to wait for the entire week is all of a sudden the last thing on my mind. Playing games doesn't sound like fun. I don't even want to be alone right now. I want to be with someone. Certain people would make me feel certain ways, but I don't want to be alone right now. That sounds weak, but I don't ( Read more... )

As soon as I heard this concept, I was attracted to it immediately. Not so much what it was, but the fact that it made me think. So essentially what this is, is a primitive voodoo shtick meant to give people a type of elusive, mysterious power. Some how, whatever you feel is going to happen, will happen. For example, "I have a bad feeling about ( Read more... )

"In one sense, there is a purpose to our existence which is the propagation of DNA; but that's not a very uplifting purpose. It's not the kind of purpose he [Chief Rabbi] means. I think there's a purpose to each individual's existence, which is a purpose that we make for ourselves."

feeling today. Words aren't going to do the justice, but I'll do my best to explain. Ever get a feeling that an acquaintance of yours has a really fucked up life? Sure, some people are in those situations. But these acquaintances seem to be part of your life? Like a friend of a friend kind of thing. I had a feeling where I felt like "Alright, your ( Read more... )