my birthday is this friday... i'm a little nervous really, i really want to see this movie and i hope that Joeanna can forgive me if i smack her for disrupting it ( Read more... )

someone rip me ( Read more... )

I'm on the sidelines
waiting for a opening
agian i'm at the side
hoping for something
that has no chance
i show my
sick signs of effection
distrubing
and distrupting
the normal balance
i'm in a tight trap
my dreams are braking out
my scars are showing
in my anger
i hide
as a new grave is dug
will you please dig my grave?

*shrug* i dunno... *

i can't think... what am i doing now? i keep on seeing these things... i can't stand it there is so much blood and hate in them... emotions that i don't feel anymore, love, lust, anger... there all in there and i can't stop them i just want them to go away ( Read more... )

I HAVE NO WILL ( Read more... )

my heart and thoughts are always with Damien.
and i hope she always knows this
no matter where i am or where i'll ever be
i hope she knows this
love

look at the mess we're in ( Read more... )

Change ( Read more... )

blah blah blah... ummm

yeah i'm back, tired...

you know everyone looks at me differant and Eddie doesn't like it here we don't like it here

bye

sorry about mike... i wanted to do a real post but he interrupted... thats nothing new... i'm used to it... i got back to school today and i find that the only ones that actually asked how i was doing was Mrs. Becke(sp) and that was just cause i missed almost the whole week, friends didn't ask niether did Grace. But she did give me a hug when i ( Read more... )