hahahah, i really suck.
wonderful fun filled week and now i need to wake up.
bai!

i don't know who knows it.
and i don't care about my past.
this is what's ahead of me, and it's looking up.
"so may the sunrise bring hope where it once was forgotten" -Iron & Wine
I'm stressed beyond belief with school work and apartment shit, but it's all nothing to me.
this is a new reason to wake up in the morning.

Diane; she's helping me a lot.
I deleted the phone numbers today.
we decided it's like the 12 steps to recovery, this is my heroin.

i have never seen my brother this good, oh my gosh.
i'm so happy.
so happy. waiting for his relapse but i think he's strong enough to deal with it.

Thank you, God.
What a miracle, honestly.

i love my job.

It's unbelievable that out of nowhere i can remember something negative that someone said to me and get so mad.
I mean, things that happened months and even years ago.
stupid things that ignorant, unassuming ex-boyfriends said, something my parents did to without knowing, or a friend who forgot for a second that I'd put my life on the line for them.
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i had the best birthday of my life possibly.
jessica, natalie and josolyn drove me around allll day and dealt with my 12 hour long drunken rants.
we went to south street, then olive garden, thennnn woody's.
yeah i do gay bars on my birthday. teehee. :)
okkk and last night was Club 27 and fucking half of Eastern was there.
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Jess and I are forging our creative minds into one big idea.
We're going to open a center for the performing arts, of sorts.
It'll offer music and dance classes, you know the best of both worlds.
And we'll have it in an urban setting, for kids who never get the chance to experience performing at a young age.
Oh, and it'll be called "Epiphany"

i didn't get up and grab it. so it's still in the drawer. with the forks and spoons ( Read more... )

i hope noone took that personally, last night was really weird.
chances are, i'll come out iight, ya dig?

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