I feel horrible today...

[assie]

I don't mean physically. Just emotionally, lately, I've felt in the pits. I've been in a horrible mood, on the verge of tears for a few weeks now. I don't feel like doing anything, I keep having horrible nightmares, so I'm not sleeping obviously, and when I do get a ton of sleep (i.e. Saturday night), I wake up the next morning and then go to

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[scarywhitegirl]

Out of curiosity (and tell me to bug off if you don't want to answer), are you back on your BC pills? I know a LOT of girls who get really emotionally messed up when they take them... too many hormones, or the wrong hormones, or something like that... I know they really messed me up for the first couple of months, but my moods have evened out since then, most of the time...

It's at least something to consider, if you are taking them... if not, then I don't know what to suggest...

But I can at least give you a virtual hug... *HUGZ*

[assie]

Yep, I'm taking them, but I've been on them for over a year and you'd think that by now I wouldn't have any kooky side effects. *sigh*

Thanks for the thought anyway!

*hugz back*

[esmeraude]

Yeah that's how I usually get when the grime of daily living starts to get to me. Back when I was in my Happy Relationship *sniffle* I had periods where I would cry at the drop of the hat. Part had to do with my BCP (I had to switch brands) but I think it mainly has to do with overworking. You sound like you've been working yourself to death these last few months. Plus you have the added pressure of trying to save up money to get your own place PLUS try and plan a wedding!

I think you maybe just need some quality YOU time. To just laze about and have no worries. I know! I know! Easier said than done!

I'm not really sure what I would do to snap out of my streaks of depression. Usually Jimmy would just reassure me that no matter how hard life was at that moment, everything would work out. That once you get through the tough spots, everything would be ok.

Of course, then he dumped me...

Ack! I'm trying to cheer you up! Sorry!

*hugs*

[assie]

Thanks for the advice! I don't really feel stressed out, but that has been the main consensus after talking to a few people. Even Jeremy said that I'm stressed out :cP!

I'm not working this Saturday. I don't care how much overtime I'll get, if I don't have to be here, I won't. I'm taking that day, sticking it in my back pocket and it's going to be MINE. :c)

*hugs*