I die, if you only met my eyes before you pass by

[assilembob]

I'm having another one of those days. They're so frequent and I'm sad so often. I confess that I cry every night, mostly as I try to go to sleep. Mostly because I have images of my life in my head and it's pathetic. I am such a loser

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[fireboy4plai]

Not to interrupt your pity party, but as I recall your sister hasn't had the best luck with boyfriends either, so I'm not she's exactly Malibu Barbie or anything. And, let's be honest, you're a damned fool for going into teaching in the first place and we all told you that but at least you knew what you wanted to do. I waited until I was 30. I have all the debt of being a clueless idiot and no degrees to show for it.
Now just get yourself out of the habit of living with vampiric roommates and find a state that doesn't hate everything about you and perhaps you'll be doing a bit better.
'Till then, try needle-point.

[assilembob]

She's had one boyfriend, and they're still together and probably always will be. It's just part of my stupid romantic notion that I should have just had one. That I should be able to make something work in my life.

I do love teaching, I just wish someone would give me a chance to prove I'm not horrible as my old school says I am

And I like knitting, but it's another thing I suck at :P

[moonie_tricks]

Melissa