Music Video Master List
This is the master list of all my mvs ever made, so don't get scared - it's long. It has the basic vid info and the old ones are not linked. They can however be requested, just drop me an email at astarte@idaresay.net and I will upload them at a freeservice of your choice. But they are offline for a reason, so really if it’s not your OTP and you’re not that desperate, don’t bother. And I stopped pretty soon adding awards, so for the curious ones, they are showed off here.
God, looking at this list and actually scrolling down for once and not just smashing the newest on top, I realize that I indeed made quite a few over the last years. Anyway I’m going to keep this master list updated, in case I'll ever make another one and in the meantime have fun with them. And if any links are broken, just shout - I'll fix them!
Musicvideos
Artist/Song Title: Amanda Ghost - Time Machine
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Scully/Mulder
Release Date: 2012-08-25
Summary: 'If I'm wrong than makes you right. If I'm weak that makes you strong. Tell me who made that equation - Do they know they've got it wrong.' Nothing is more sad than the death of an illusion.
Length: 04:11 | Size: 77 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Lamb - Butterfly Effect
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Scully/Mulder, Vid-Challenge Season5+FTF: Recovery
Release Date: 2011-12-18
Summary: 'And we'll take a trip to hell exponentially.' We just had a near-life experience! (Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club)
Length: 03:41 | Size: 47 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: The Bird and The Bee - Fucking Boyfriend
Subject: Merlin, Gwen PoV, Gwen/Arthur
Release Date: 2011-12-05
Summary: 'Are you an amateur or is it you're unkind?' They dream in courtship, but would wake in wedlock. Or why you shouldn't skip the boyfriend part before marrying a girl. It could leave her with the slight impression that she is your beard.
Length: 02:23 | Size: 40 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: K's Choice - Virgin State of Mind
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Vid-Challenge Season4: Mortality
Release Date: 2011-10-29
Summary: 'Got a knife to disengage the voids that I can't bear - ' Death is the tyrant of the imagination.
Length: 03:13 | Size: 40 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Stars - He lied about death
Subject: The X Files, Mulder PoV, Vid-Challenge Season3: Firearms
Release Date: 2011-09-13
Summary: 'Keep watching the sky, cause you might get lucky again.' Instinct is untaught ability.
Length: 04:28 | Size: 55 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Imogen Heap - 2-1
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Vid-Challenge Season2: Angst
Release Date: 2011-09-01
Summary: 'Things are not always, things are not always how they seem - will you be ready?' Fear is nothing more than a state of mind.
Length: 04:30 | Size: 62 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Garbage - Metal Heart
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Vid-Challenge Season1: Paranoia
Release Date: 2011-08-26
Summary: ’But now that we know for sure they're telling lies when they say, no one gets hurt and therefore nobody dies.‘ Paranoia is knowing all the facts.
Length: 03:59 | Size: 64 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Dessa - Matches to Paper Dolls
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Scully/Mulder
Release Date: 2011-08-20
Summary: ’Built like a moth you see - I still get chills when you talk to me.‘ Truth is not the result of spontaneous combustion. You must set yourself on fire.
Length: 03:31 | Size: 59 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Smash Mouth - All Star
Subject: Better off Ted, Ted PoV, ensemble, Veronica/Ted, Linda/Ted
Release Date: 2011-07-19
Summary: ’Didn't make sense not to live for fun - Your brain gets smart, but your head gets dumb.‘ Ted isn't AquaTed, but surely an All Star.
Length: 03:20 | Size: 53 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Krezip - Thought that you would be
Subject: BtVS, Drusilla PoV, Drusilla/Spike, Buffy/Spike
Release Date: 2011-07-06
Summary: ’"You were my queen, you were -" And it hits me like a rock.‘ Love is rarely pure and never simple and having visions of the future doesn't help.
Length: 02:45 | Size: 42 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Billy Joel - Shades of grey
Subject: AtS, Wesley PoV, Faith, Angel, Cordelia, Gunn, Lilah, Connor, Illyria
Original Date: 2002-06-30
Remastered: 2011-06-25
Summary: ’These days the edges are blurred, I'm old and tired of war.‘ And all color fades away in the end.
Length: 04:09 | Size: 64 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI -zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Matchbox 20 - How far we've come
Vidders: xandra-ptv and astartexx
Fandoms: Angel The Series, Battlestar Galactica, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Community, Doctor Who, Dollhouse, Farscape, Firefly, Flashforward, Fringe, Heroes, Jericho, Legend of the Seeker, Merlin, Star Trek, Supernatural, Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, The Unit, The Walking Dead, The X Files, Torchwood, True Blood
Theme: Apocalypse
Warnings: Spoilers for aired episodes, explosions, gore & violence
Release Date: 2011-06-06
Summary: ’I believe the world is burning to the ground’ The world doesn't end in a whimper.
Length: 03:35 | Size: 83 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download, mediafire or watch on youtube
Artist/Song Title: SPITALFIELD - Those days you felt alive
Vidders: xandra-ptv and astartexx
Fandoms: Arrested Development, Big Love, Dexter, Firefly, Game of Thrones, Lost, Merlin, Outrageous Fortune, Raising Hope, Sherlock, Supernatural, The Almighty Johnsons, The Borgias, The Vampire Diaries, Veronica Mars
Theme: incest
Warnings: Spoilers for aired episodes, brief nudity & most importantly incest
Release Date: 2011-06-04
Summary: ’I think I know what you won't tell me.’ Fandom loves fucked up families and so do we. This is dedicated to all those tv family members who we think get a little too close for comfort. And sometimes just to fuck.
Length: 04:02 | Size: 79 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on youtube
Artist/Song Title: Poe - Wild
Subject: AtS, Lilah, Lilah/Angel
Original Date: 2004-02-05
Remastered: 2011-02-28
Summary: ’You're not the only one who can smell fear.‘ The evil that we know is best.
Length: 03:47 | Size: 46 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Wideawake - Broken
Subject: BtVS, Xander, Willow/Xander
Release Date: 2011-02-24
Summary: ’Where can I run to escape from this hell? Would you be there?‘ He will always love her.
Length: 05:00 | Size: 79 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent download
Artist/Song Title: The Goo Goo Dolls - Dizzy
Subject: BtVS, Spike, Willow/Spike, AU
Release Date: 2011-02-13
Summary: ’ I wanna feel you scream.‘ Spike has developed a crush on Willow, but she’s not biting (no pun intended)1st Remix-Challenge with Xandra
Warning: Sexual violence, dark themes
Length: 02:41 | Size: 38 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire and permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Melissa Etheridge - Angels Would Fall
Subject: Deadwood, Jane Pov, Jane/Joanie
Release Date: 2011-01-21
Summary: ’I want it more than truth - I can taste it on my breath.‘ Jane's tumbling fall towards grace.
Length: 03:39 | Size: 38 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent download or watch on youtube
Artist/Song Title: Lene Nystrøm - Bite you
Subject: AtS, Darla PoV, Darla/Lindsey
Release Date: 2010-12-23
Summary: ’Just 'cause I like it rough - that don't mean that I'm open to your stuff.‘ Never fight an inanimate object. Or how Darla broke Lindsey.
Length: 02:08 | Size: 31 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Ani DiFranco - God's Country
Subject: SPN, Jo PoV
Release Date: 2010-02-11
Summary: ’Move over Mr. Holiness and let the little people through.‘ Jo is growing up in interesting times.
Length: 02:15 | Size: 24 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Boomkat - The Reckoning
Vidders: xandra-ptv and astartexx
Release Date: 2008-12-02
Fandoms: Alias, AtS/BtVS, Deadwood, Dead like me, Dirt, Doctor Who/Torchwood, Firefly, Heroes, House, Life, Queer as Folk, Supernatural, Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, Veronica Mars, X Files
Theme: femme slash
Warnings: Spoilers for aired episodes
Summary: ’The beast has come to steal your heart.’ Good, bad, friends, enemies and everything in between. The women of fandoms are hottest while taking each other on.
Length: 02:56 | Size: 30 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM or or watch on youtube
Artist/Song Title: Toby Lightman - Overflowing
Subject: Deadwood, Joanie PoV, Joanie/Jane
Release Date: 2008-11-29
Summary: ’I can do it, I know I will - ‘ Joanie is ready to take back her life.
Length: 03:30 | Size: 36 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: David Usher - Soldiering
Subject: Supernatural, Dean PoV
Original Date: November 2006
Remastered 2008-09-03
Summary: 'Took you in so far, inhaled till I could not exhale.' Dean always knew his Dad would die for him - he just hoped he didn't have to make that decision.
Length: 02:01 | Size: 20 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: David Usher - Babyskin Tattoo
Vidders: xandra-ptv and astartexx
Release Date: 2008-06-07
Fandoms: AtS/BtVS, Deadwood, Dexter, Firefly, Friday Night Lights, Heroes, House, Life, Life on Mars, Lost, Supernatural, Torchwood, Veronica Mars, X Files
Theme: male slash
Warnings: Spoilers for aired episodes, a smudge incest and raw aggression
Summary: 'Circumcised myself because I knew you'd be too busy and I saw the knife was dull, just why the fuck do you think I'm crying?' A gentleman is one who never hurts anyone's feelings unintentionally. (Oscar Wilde)
Length: 03:35 | Size: 36 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM or watch on youtube
Artist/Song Title: Natalie Merchant - My Skin
Subject: AtS, Cordelia PoV, Cordelia/Angel
Original Date: 2003-04-23
Remastered: 2008-05-22
Summary: ‘Well, contempt loves the silence - It thrives in the dark with fine winding tendrils that strangle the heart. They say that promises sweeten the blow. But I don't need them.’ Cordelia has been through a lot - The vision pain made her slowly untouchable and Angel realizing the truths and changes much too late to save her.
Length: 05:28 | Size: 56 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Imogen Heap - Clear The Area
Subject: TXF, Scully PoV, Scully/Mulder
Release Date: 2008-05-04
Summary: ‘You find your way back down and I'll keep the area clear.’ Trust one who has gone through it - Scully isn’t looking at the sky for answers.
Length: 03:34 | Size: 31 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Something Corporate - Watch The Sky
Subject: SPN, Sam PoV
Original Date: 2006-02-21
Remastered 2008-01-05
Summary: ‘And I will crawl, there's things that aren't worth giving up, I know, but I won’t let this get me - I will fight.’ Sam is slowly coming to terms with his life on the road again and what sent him there in the first place.
Length: 02:54 | Size: 29 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: 720x400 - 29 MB AVI or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Thea Gilmore - Take me home
Subject: Deadwood, Alma PoV
Release Date: 2008-01-03
Summary: ‘I heard there's a warrant out for my arrest - ’ Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes.
Length: 03:13 | Size: 33 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Barenaked Ladies - One Week
Subject: SPN, Dean & Sam PoV
Release Date: 2007-12-24
Summary: ‘How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad?' There is no revenge so complete as forgiveness.
Length: 02:47 | Size: 29 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Die Fantastischen Vier - Buenos Dias Messias
Subject: Deadwood, Al & Bullock PoVs
Release Date: 2007-12-22
Summary: ‚Dieses Haus ist besetzt ohne Pause bis jetzt, denn wir kamen zuerst und wir gehen auch zuletzt.’ Deadwood - It’s all about Al and Bullock. It's their town and they take care of it in their individual ways, but with the same goal - Hearst has to fucking go.
Length: 02:42 | Size: 28 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: David Usher - Jesus was my girl
Subject: SPN, Dean PoV
Date: 2007-11-25
Summary: 'So he dies and I'm the joke - A playdoh mask a million miles to go.' Illusion is the first of all pleasures.
Warnings: Swearing, a smidge Wincest and no regrets
Length: 01:30 | Size: 25 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent link or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Brand New - Jesus Christ
Subject: SPN, Dean PoV
Release Date: 2007-11-11
Summary: ‘Jesus Christ, I’m not scared to die, but I’m a little bit scared of what comes after.’ Dean made a deal with the wrong side, but it’s not like the other did him any good.
Length: 03:41 | Size: 65 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Tricky - Hell Is Around The Corner
Subject: Se7en, John Doe PoV
Release Date: 2007-06-02
Summary: ‘Distant drums bring the news of a kill tonight.’ He wants to be heard and actions speak louder than words.
Warning: R - Disturbing images, blood and scribble
Length: 02:10 | Size: 44 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: 720x304 - 44.9 MB AVI or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: NERD - She wants to move
Subject: The X Files, Scully centric, action, vidlet
Date: 2007-01-28
Summary: 'Mister! Look at your girl (Damn!) - She loves it!' Scully doing her job and getting the loving attention from psychopaths, monsters and Mulder as reward. Isn’t life moving?
Length: 01:28 | Size: 25 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Catherine Feeny - Leave You On The Pavement
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Fowley/Mulder, vidlet
Release Date: 2007-01-09
Summary: 'Well I hate to be a cliché. - Hate it even more to let you get your way.' The Queen always protects her King even when he forgets which one on the board is his.
Length: 01:30 | Size: 27 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Ashley Parker Angel - Crazy Beautiful
Subject: The X Files, Mulder PoV, Scully character analysis
Release Date: 2006-12-23
Summary: 'Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere, not like I care 'cause I have got used to it - Refuse to quit.' Having Scully in his life is never easy or painless for Mulder - but it's worth it all.
Length: 03:39 | Size: 35 MB | Format: 640x480 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Dean - Soldiering - Remastered
Artist/Song Title: Taking Back Sunday - What's it feel like to be a ghost?
Subject: Supernatural, Dean PoV, Character Analyse, Action, Recruiter
Release Date: 2006-09-21
Summary: 'And then you said a little more about your dreams, like that was my call. If you would only listen - Bypassed everything and went straight for the neck.' Dean has known since he was four how it feels to be a ghost and Sam is going to adjust to this state. Or get killed for real.
Length: 03:50 | Size: 41 MB | Format: 720x416 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or Watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Umbrellas - Ghost
Subject: Haunted, Frank Taylor PoV, vidlet
Release Date: 2006-09-17
Summary: 'It's the vivid dreams that fall away from our memory - I won't be your sorrow anymore.‘ Seeing his son in the afterlife makes Frank question this one.
Length: 01:26 | Size: 34 MB | Format: 720x416 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Ani DiFranco - Decree
Subject: Supernatural, Demon PoV with decadent eyes
Release Date: 2006-08-20
Summary: 'Well, step back, look up - You'll see I'm dimming the sun. But you won't, will you? Oh, that's a good little one.‘ The Demon came for Lil’ Sammy but stayed around for the whole family.
Length: 03:02 | Size: 47 MB | Format: 624x352 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Poe - Hey Pretty
Subject: Supernatural, Impala PoV, Spirit Analyse, oh c’mon, it’s not a character, how the hell should I call this? Okay, let’s go with alternate universe for the sake of clarity and Outsider PoV.
Release Date: 2006-08-14
Summary: 'Hey pretty, don't you wanna take a ride with me? Through my world.‘ The Impala is more pissed at Sam’s bitchy attitude, dad’s grumpiness and generally less forgiving than Dean.
Length: 03:45 | Size: 30 MB | Format: 624x352 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Sam - Watch the Sky - Remastered
Artist/Song Title: Poe - Haunted
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Cordelia PoV, Cordelia/Spike, AU, Character Analyse
Release Date: 2005-05-05
Summary: 'I’m haunted by the promises I’ve made and others I have broken. I’m haunted by the lives that wove the web inside my haunted head.‘ In this Alternate Universe Video Cordelia does not have to bear all the burden of her visions on her own, she is connected to Spike and the pain gets divided between them. Because of this they began to connect deeper over the course of the years and start to share nightmares, dreams and desires. So the promise to stay away from each other gets harder to keep as time goes by, but the Powers that Be take care of that.
Length: 05:01 | Size: 23 MB | Format: 320x176 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Apocalyptica - Until it sleeps
Subject: Lost Credits
Release Date: 2005-03-23
Summary: Lost intro for the March 2005 LVI Contest.
Length: 01:28 | Size: 36 MB | Format: 464x260 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Muse - Feeling Good
Subject: Veronica Mars, Logan/Veronica, Character Analysis
Release Date: 2005-03-10
Summary: 'Stars when you shine, you know how I feel.‘ If life hands Logan lemons, he asks for tequila and Veronica could be good company in his misery. These two are kindred souls. The only space between them is time and tough masks are transparent, if your adversary knows how you feel. Veronica knows the pain Logan is going through too well to not care.
Length: 03:31 | Size: 55 MB | Format: 464x256 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Ani DiFranco - Used to you
Subject: Lost, Kate/Sawyer, Character Analysis, Romance
Release Date: 2005-02-08
Summary: 'And for all your talk you don’t say much that’s real. I think I know more than you about the way that you feel.‘ Kate understands Sawyer, but that doesn’t mean she wants to be with him.
Length: 03:22 | Size: 35 MB | Format: 464x260 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Sarah McLachlan - World on Fire
Subject: Troy, Achilles/Briseis, Romance
Release Date: 2005-01-01
Summary: 'We part the veil on Archille's sun, stray from the straight line on this short run.‘ There are no winners in war and love, only the living and dying kind. When the greatest warrior and virgin priestess began to fall for each other, worlds collide and aflame. Literally.
Length: 04:22 | Size: 14 MB | Format: 464x260 - RM - zip
Links: permanet download
Artist/Song Title: Vaughn Monroe - Let it snow
Subject: Die Hard I+II, John McClane, Parody
Release Date: 2004-12-25
Summary: 'Oh, the weather outside is frightful, but the fire is so delightful! And since we've no place to go, let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.‘ McClane just wished, that he stayed at home on Christmas. Made for the 1-Minute-Christmas-Challenge at Midnight-Lair.
Length: 01:05 | Size: 6 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Garbage - Shut your mouth
Subject: Lost, Kate, Sun, Claire, Shannon, Character Study, Angst
Release Date: 2004-12-16
Summary: 'Are you good people? Bad people? Guess it doesn't matter people.‘ The Ladies of Lost are panicking in style after the crash, while the men just lose their temper. So who is more Lost? Rhetorical question, I suppose.
Length: 03:31 | Size: 9 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Poe - Walk the walk
Subject: Alias, Sydney Bristow PoV, Action, Character Study, Angst
Release Date: 2004-07-21
Summary: 'Dear world, I'm pleased to meet you.‘ Sydney wanna walk to the beat of her own drum... Not that anyone can keep up with her anyway.
Length: 04:57 | Size: 50 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Ginny Owens - Without Condition
Subject: Angel the Series, Lorne PoV, the Fanggang, character study, angst
Release Date: 2004-07-11
Summary: 'You can't find the answers, till you learn to question; you won't appear stupid, just ask for direction.‘ Lorne is a more complex character then he seems to be... but nobody cared to find out!
Length: 03:00 | Size: 30 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Sarah McLachlan - Building a mystery
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Cordelia PoV, Cordelia/Wesley, Friendship, PoV, Character Study
Release Date: 2004-07-15
Summary: 'You're a beautiful, a beautiful fucked up man.‘ Wesley is building a mystery in Cordelias eyes, a very true look at the connection these two shared.
Length: 04:29 | Size: 45 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: David Usher - Mood Song
Subject: Angel the Series, Gunn/Wesley, friendship, angst
Release Date: 2004-07-09
Summary: 'I'm so dead and angry, I'm justified to feel this way.‘ An angsty look at the friendship between Gunn and Wes through the years. The good, the bad, the changes.
Length: 02:55 | Size: 30 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Nine Inch Nails - Kinda I want to
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel PoV, Angel(us)/Wesley, slash, AU, angst, smut
Release Date: 2004-06-04
Summary: 'Maybe just for tonight we can pretend it's alright - what's the price I pay? I don't care what they say.‘ Angel kinda wants to... Wesley too! And Angelus just wants to play! Or explaining the reason why sex shouldn't frequently end in hospitals. AU with all kinds of fun, which includes Sex, Violence oh and writing the show new in pure slash! NC-17
Length: 04:49 | Size: 40 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Kidneythieves - Crazy
Subject: Angel the Series, Fred PoV, Fred/Cordelia, slash, character study, AU
Release Date: 2004-05-18
Summary: 'I'm crazy for trying, crazy for crying, and I'm crazy for loving you.‘ Every male character got a little crush on Fred one time or another, but who was her first crush in LA? Let's reminisce and give reality a little twist, shall we?
Length: 03:46 | Size: 33 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: David Usher - Black black heart
Subject: Interview with the vampire, Louis PoV, Lestat/Louis, slash, angst
Release Date: 2004-04-11
Summary: 'Search for pleasure, search for pain in this world now I am undying.‘ Maybe Louis found in Lestat not the mentor he sought, but the darker part of himself, a touch he couldn't allow himself to enjoy.
Length: 04:13 | Size: 42 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Lilah - Wild - Remastered
Spike - The Snowman
Artist/Song Title: Bing Crosby - Frosty - The Snowman
Subject: Angel the Series, Spike, Humor
Release Date: 2003-11-23
Summary: Spikes Ghost starring "Frosty - The Snowman", he made this role his very own! Spoiler for5x08 Destiny
Length: 02:45 | Size: 7 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Artist/Song Title: Plumb - Damaged
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Drusilla PoV, Drusilla/Angel(us), Drusilla/Spike, character study, angst, romance
Release Date: 2003-11-22
Summary: 'I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say and you can't take back what you've taken away, cause I feel you - I feel you near me.‘ A journey through Drusilla's mind. Craziness implied. Spoiler for 5x08 Destiny
Length: 04:06 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Summers Key Best Video
Buffinator Runner Up Best Effects Februar 2004
Rogue Video Awards Best Song Februar 2004
GoD Awards Runner up Best Character Second Round
Artist/Song Title: Ani DiFranco - Circle of Light
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Spike PoV, Spike/Angel, slash, character study
Release Date: 2003-06-25
Summary: 'Cause I don't have no grand plan for you and me, just nothing is impossible. I mean nothing is unlikely.‘ Spike and Angel got issues, but old habits die hard. Spoiler up to 2x07 Darla or BtVS 5x07 Fool for love
Length: 02:40 | Size: 7 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Wolfram & Hart Best Slash Februar 2004
Angel - Too much love
Artist/Song Title: Brian May - Too much love will kill you
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel PoV, Angel/Darla, Angel/Buffy, Angel/Cordelia, Angel/Wesley, Angel/Connor, character study, romance, angst
Release Date: 2003-06-24
Summary: '[Love]'ll drain the power that's in you, make you plead and scream and crawl. And the pain will make you crazy, you're the victim of your crime. Too much love will kill you. Every time.‘ It's all about Angel, his love, his pain, his suffering and the people, who cause it. Yeah, I know, this means almost every person, who he ever met. Spoiler up to 4x22 Home
Length: 04:30 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Artist/Song Title: Annie Lennox - Walking on broken glass
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Darla PoV, Darla/Angel, character study, romance, angst
Release Date: 2003-06-01
Summary: 'Now everyone of us was made to suffer, everyone of us was made to weep. But we've been hurting one another and now the pain has cut too deep.‘ They were made in hell for each other, but Darla got the superior part of torment, with being staked twice and never respected as the love of Angels unlife, so let's give her a little tribute.Spoiler up to 4x17 Inside out
Length: 04:09 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Wesley Cordelia - How Sweet
Artist/Song Title: James Taylor - How sweet it is
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Wesley PoV, Cordelia/Wesley, romance, friendship, humor
Release Date: 2003-05-24
Summary: 'But you brighten up for me all of my days with a love so sweet in so many ways. I want to stop and thank you, baby.‘ They're started out with the most potential romance, then blew it all away, but even in the aftermath they've got chemistry, charm and humour. Take with me a fun trip down memory lane... Wesley and Cordy, sweetness intend! Spoiler up to 2x21 Through the looking glass
Length: 04:09 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Connor Angel - Numb
Artist/Song Title: Linkin Park - Numb
Subject: Angel the Series, Connor PoV, Angel/Connor, character study, angst
Release Date: 2003-05-06
Summary: 'Can't you see that you're smothering me, holding too tightly, afraid to lose control.‘ Connor has become so numb, who could accuse him after this season? Spoiler up to 4x21 Peace out.
Part of our 1stRemix-Challenge, so go watch Xandra's new interpretation of the vid here
Length: 03:09 | Size: 8 MB | Format: 320x240 - RM - zip
The Buffinator Awards 05 2003 Runner up for Best Action and Runner Up for Best Character
Wes Angel - Nothing else matters
Artist/Song Title: Metallica - Nothing else matters
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel/Wesley, friendship, angst, slash
Release Date: 2003-05-03
Summary: 'So close, no matter how far, couldn't be much more from the heart. Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters.‘ Slashy thoughts implied, friendship so very obvious. Spoiler up to 4x20 Sacrifice
Length: 06:38 | Size: 17 MB | Format: 320x240 - RM - zip
Cordelia - My Skin - Remastered
Wes - The Burn
Artist/Song Title: Matchbox 20 - The Burn
Subject: Angel the Series, Wesley PoV, the Fanggang, Wesley/Lilah, character study
Release Date: 2003-03-30
Summary: 'And I wonder how I never got the burn and if I'm ever gonna learn, how lonely people make a life.‘ Wes is deep down an optimist, isn't he? Spoiler up to 4x15 Orpheus
Length: 03:19 | Size: 9 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel Cordy - Disease
Artist/Song Title: Matchbox 20 - Disease
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel PoV, Angel/Cordelia/Connor, Angel(us)/Cordelia, Connor/Cordelia, romance, angst
Release Date: 2003-03-24
Summary: 'You drove me to the fire and left me there to burn.‘Angel gets kind of sick of the whole unholy triangel and needs a cure for his disease. Dark fun. Spoiler up to 4x12 Calvary
Length: 03:46 | Size: 9 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Drusilla - Control
Artist/Song Title: Poe - Control
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Drusilla PoV, Drusilla/Angel(us), Drusilla/Spike, character study, romance, angst
Release Date: 2003-03-15
Summary: 'Well, you may be king for the moment, but I am queen understand. And I've got your pawns and your bishops and castles, all inside the palm of my hand.‘ She's a lunatic, but who cares? Spoiler up to 2x11 Redefinition<
Length: 04:34 | Size: 12 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Wes Angel - Kryptonite
Artist/Song Title: 3 Doors Down - Kryptonite
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel/Wesley, friendship, action, slash
Release Date: 2002-12-25
Summary: 'I really don't mind what happens now and then, as long as you'll be my friend at the end.‘ Wesley and Angel are related like superman and kryptonite. They bring out the best and worst in each other, what defines their ultimate strength is at the same moment their prime weakness. Spoiler up to Angel 4x07 Rain of Fire
Length: 03:58 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel - Forgotten
Artist/Song Title: Linkin Park - Forgotten
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel PoV, character study, action, Angel/Connor, Angel/Wesley, Angel/Cordelia
Release Date: 2002-11-10
Summary: 'Taken far from my safety, the picture is there. The memory won't escape me, but why should I care?‘ Spoiler up to 4x05 Supersymmetry
Length: 03:24 | Size: 8 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Faith Wes - Ice
Artist/Song Title: Sarah McLachlan - Ice
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Faith PoV, Faith/Wesley, character study, romance
Release Date: 2002-09-14
Summary: 'I think you worried for me then, the subtle ways that I'd give in, but I know, you liked the show.‘ Experimental, dark, angsty. Spoiler up to 3x22 Tomorrow
Length: 03:55 | Size: 10 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel - Elevation
Artist/Song Title: U2 - Elevation
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel PoV, action, fun
Release Date: 2002-09-08
Summary: 'Maybe you can educate my mind, explain all these controls. Can't sing but I've got soul, the goal is elevation.‘ Spoiler up to 3x21 Benediction
Length: 03:35 | Size: 9 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Spike Dawn - All you wanted
Artist/Song Title: Michelle Branch - All you wanted
Subject: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Dawn PoV, Dawn/Spike, character study, romance
Release Date: 2002-09-01
Summary: 'If you want to I can save you, I can take you away from here. So lonely inside, so busy out there and all you wanted was somebody who cares.‘ Spoiler up to 6x19 Seeing red
Length: 03:59 | Size: 10 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Darla Angel - Path
Artist/Song Title: Apocalyptika feat. Sandra Nasic - Path Vol. II
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Darla PoV, Darla/Angel, character study, romance
Release Date: 2002-08-15
Summary: 'What the hell are you trying? Now I know there's something more. What happend to you? Still staying on my path. Why you're still denying, now I know there's something more? That this is the truth. It's all in you.‘ Spoiler up to 3x09 Lullaby
Length: 03:28 | Size: 9 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
WITW - Whats love
Artist/Song Title: Tina Turner - What's love got to do with it?
Subject: Angel the Series, episodic AtS 3x13 Waiting in the Wings, Angel/Cordelia/Groo, Wes/Fred/Gunn
Release Date: 2002-08-13
Summary: 'What's love got to do with it?‘
Length: 04:19 | Size: 7 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Wes - Shades of Grey - Remastered
Spike Buffy - Crucify
Artist/Song Title: Tori Amos - Crucify
Subject: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Spike PoV, Buffy/Spike, character study, romance
Release Date: 2002-06-27
Summary: 'I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets, looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets. I've been raising up my hands, drive another nail in - just what god needs one more victim.‘ Spoiler up to 6x22 Grave
Length: 05:17 | Size: 8 MB | Format: 320x240 - RM - zip
Spike Dru - You wanted more
Artist/Song Title: Tonic - You wanted more
Subject: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Spike PoV, Drusilla/Spike, romance
Release Date: 2002-06-27
Summary: 'I don't know when I got bitter, but love is surely better when it's gone. Cause you wanted more, more than I could give, more than I could handle, in a life that I can't live.‘
Length: 03:54 | Size: 7 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel Cordelia - HALFIM
Artist/Song Title: Joe Cocker - Have a little faith in me
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel, Angel/Cordelia, friendship, romance
Release Date: 2002-06-25
Summary: 'And when your back's against the wall, just turn around and you will see, I will catch your fall - have a little faith in me.‘ Spoiler up to 3x13 Waiting in the Wings
Length: 04:39 | Size: 12 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Cordelia - Goodbye to you
Artist/Song Title: Michelle Branch - Goodbye to you
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Cordelia, Cordelia/Xander, Cordelia/Doyle, Cordelia/Wesley, Cordelia/Angel, character study
Release Date: 2002-06-05
Summary: 'It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time, I want what's yours and I want what's mine - I want you but I'm not giving in this time.‘ Spoiler up to 3x22 Tomorrow
Length: 04:11 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel - GMLS
Artist/Song Title: Jürgen von der Lippe - Guten Morgen liebe Sorgen
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel, humour
Release Date: 2002-05-26
Summary: A little fun with a German classic. *snicker* Spoiler up to 2x16 Reprise
Length: 02:33 | Size: 7 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel Darla - Jetzt ist gut
Artist/Song Title: Such a Surge - Jetzt ist gut
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Darla/Angel(us), character study, romance
Release Date: 2002-02-09
Summary: 'Macht sie dir noch Spaß, die Macht, die du noch hast. Mich zu quälen und zu dissen, beschissen - Am Anfang - klar - war das Feuer noch da. Doch warum verbrenn' ich mich jetzt, auch wenn die Asche lange kalt ist?.‘
Length: 04:24 | Size: 18 MB | Format: 320x240 - RM - zip
Vamps - Runaway
Artist/Song Title: Linkin Park - Runaway
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel(us)/Drusilla/Spike
Release Date: 2002-01-26
Summary: 'Another wave of tension has more than filled me up. All my talk of taking action, these words were never true. Now I find myself in question. They point the finger at me again.‘ First Video ever… No comment!
Length: 03:09 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - RM - zip
With the closing of Creative Refuge and Digital Dreamers charmax kept them online for years for your entertainment purpose only, because she rocks like that and maybe because she likes me a little bit deep down. I'm now in my Stray Asylum over at Xandras. So I would like to thank both of them heartily. I love you, girls.
God, looking at this list and actually scrolling down for once and not just smashing the newest on top, I realize that I indeed made quite a few over the last years. Anyway I’m going to keep this master list updated, in case I'll ever make another one and in the meantime have fun with them. And if any links are broken, just shout - I'll fix them!
Musicvideos
Artist/Song Title: Amanda Ghost - Time Machine
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Scully/Mulder
Release Date: 2012-08-25
Summary: 'If I'm wrong than makes you right. If I'm weak that makes you strong. Tell me who made that equation - Do they know they've got it wrong.' Nothing is more sad than the death of an illusion.
Length: 04:11 | Size: 77 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Lamb - Butterfly Effect
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Scully/Mulder, Vid-Challenge Season5+FTF: Recovery
Release Date: 2011-12-18
Summary: 'And we'll take a trip to hell exponentially.' We just had a near-life experience! (Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club)
Length: 03:41 | Size: 47 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: The Bird and The Bee - Fucking Boyfriend
Subject: Merlin, Gwen PoV, Gwen/Arthur
Release Date: 2011-12-05
Summary: 'Are you an amateur or is it you're unkind?' They dream in courtship, but would wake in wedlock. Or why you shouldn't skip the boyfriend part before marrying a girl. It could leave her with the slight impression that she is your beard.
Length: 02:23 | Size: 40 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: K's Choice - Virgin State of Mind
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Vid-Challenge Season4: Mortality
Release Date: 2011-10-29
Summary: 'Got a knife to disengage the voids that I can't bear - ' Death is the tyrant of the imagination.
Length: 03:13 | Size: 40 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Stars - He lied about death
Subject: The X Files, Mulder PoV, Vid-Challenge Season3: Firearms
Release Date: 2011-09-13
Summary: 'Keep watching the sky, cause you might get lucky again.' Instinct is untaught ability.
Length: 04:28 | Size: 55 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Imogen Heap - 2-1
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Vid-Challenge Season2: Angst
Release Date: 2011-09-01
Summary: 'Things are not always, things are not always how they seem - will you be ready?' Fear is nothing more than a state of mind.
Length: 04:30 | Size: 62 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Garbage - Metal Heart
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Vid-Challenge Season1: Paranoia
Release Date: 2011-08-26
Summary: ’But now that we know for sure they're telling lies when they say, no one gets hurt and therefore nobody dies.‘ Paranoia is knowing all the facts.
Length: 03:59 | Size: 64 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Dessa - Matches to Paper Dolls
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Scully/Mulder
Release Date: 2011-08-20
Summary: ’Built like a moth you see - I still get chills when you talk to me.‘ Truth is not the result of spontaneous combustion. You must set yourself on fire.
Length: 03:31 | Size: 59 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Smash Mouth - All Star
Subject: Better off Ted, Ted PoV, ensemble, Veronica/Ted, Linda/Ted
Release Date: 2011-07-19
Summary: ’Didn't make sense not to live for fun - Your brain gets smart, but your head gets dumb.‘ Ted isn't AquaTed, but surely an All Star.
Length: 03:20 | Size: 53 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Krezip - Thought that you would be
Subject: BtVS, Drusilla PoV, Drusilla/Spike, Buffy/Spike
Release Date: 2011-07-06
Summary: ’"You were my queen, you were -" And it hits me like a rock.‘ Love is rarely pure and never simple and having visions of the future doesn't help.
Length: 02:45 | Size: 42 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Billy Joel - Shades of grey
Subject: AtS, Wesley PoV, Faith, Angel, Cordelia, Gunn, Lilah, Connor, Illyria
Original Date: 2002-06-30
Remastered: 2011-06-25
Summary: ’These days the edges are blurred, I'm old and tired of war.‘ And all color fades away in the end.
Length: 04:09 | Size: 64 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI -zip
Links: mediafire, permanent link
Artist/Song Title: Matchbox 20 - How far we've come
Vidders: xandra-ptv and astartexx
Fandoms: Angel The Series, Battlestar Galactica, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Community, Doctor Who, Dollhouse, Farscape, Firefly, Flashforward, Fringe, Heroes, Jericho, Legend of the Seeker, Merlin, Star Trek, Supernatural, Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, The Unit, The Walking Dead, The X Files, Torchwood, True Blood
Theme: Apocalypse
Warnings: Spoilers for aired episodes, explosions, gore & violence
Release Date: 2011-06-06
Summary: ’I believe the world is burning to the ground’ The world doesn't end in a whimper.
Length: 03:35 | Size: 83 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download, mediafire or watch on youtube
Artist/Song Title: SPITALFIELD - Those days you felt alive
Vidders: xandra-ptv and astartexx
Fandoms: Arrested Development, Big Love, Dexter, Firefly, Game of Thrones, Lost, Merlin, Outrageous Fortune, Raising Hope, Sherlock, Supernatural, The Almighty Johnsons, The Borgias, The Vampire Diaries, Veronica Mars
Theme: incest
Warnings: Spoilers for aired episodes, brief nudity & most importantly incest
Release Date: 2011-06-04
Summary: ’I think I know what you won't tell me.’ Fandom loves fucked up families and so do we. This is dedicated to all those tv family members who we think get a little too close for comfort. And sometimes just to fuck.
Length: 04:02 | Size: 79 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on youtube
Artist/Song Title: Poe - Wild
Subject: AtS, Lilah, Lilah/Angel
Original Date: 2004-02-05
Remastered: 2011-02-28
Summary: ’You're not the only one who can smell fear.‘ The evil that we know is best.
Length: 03:47 | Size: 46 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Wideawake - Broken
Subject: BtVS, Xander, Willow/Xander
Release Date: 2011-02-24
Summary: ’Where can I run to escape from this hell? Would you be there?‘ He will always love her.
Length: 05:00 | Size: 79 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent download
Artist/Song Title: The Goo Goo Dolls - Dizzy
Subject: BtVS, Spike, Willow/Spike, AU
Release Date: 2011-02-13
Summary: ’ I wanna feel you scream.‘ Spike has developed a crush on Willow, but she’s not biting (no pun intended)1st Remix-Challenge with Xandra
Warning: Sexual violence, dark themes
Length: 02:41 | Size: 38 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire and permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Melissa Etheridge - Angels Would Fall
Subject: Deadwood, Jane Pov, Jane/Joanie
Release Date: 2011-01-21
Summary: ’I want it more than truth - I can taste it on my breath.‘ Jane's tumbling fall towards grace.
Length: 03:39 | Size: 38 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent download or watch on youtube
Artist/Song Title: Lene Nystrøm - Bite you
Subject: AtS, Darla PoV, Darla/Lindsey
Release Date: 2010-12-23
Summary: ’Just 'cause I like it rough - that don't mean that I'm open to your stuff.‘ Never fight an inanimate object. Or how Darla broke Lindsey.
Length: 02:08 | Size: 31 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Ani DiFranco - God's Country
Subject: SPN, Jo PoV
Release Date: 2010-02-11
Summary: ’Move over Mr. Holiness and let the little people through.‘ Jo is growing up in interesting times.
Length: 02:15 | Size: 24 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: mediafire, permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Boomkat - The Reckoning
Vidders: xandra-ptv and astartexx
Release Date: 2008-12-02
Fandoms: Alias, AtS/BtVS, Deadwood, Dead like me, Dirt, Doctor Who/Torchwood, Firefly, Heroes, House, Life, Queer as Folk, Supernatural, Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, Veronica Mars, X Files
Theme: femme slash
Warnings: Spoilers for aired episodes
Summary: ’The beast has come to steal your heart.’ Good, bad, friends, enemies and everything in between. The women of fandoms are hottest while taking each other on.
Length: 02:56 | Size: 30 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM or or watch on youtube
Artist/Song Title: Toby Lightman - Overflowing
Subject: Deadwood, Joanie PoV, Joanie/Jane
Release Date: 2008-11-29
Summary: ’I can do it, I know I will - ‘ Joanie is ready to take back her life.
Length: 03:30 | Size: 36 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: David Usher - Soldiering
Subject: Supernatural, Dean PoV
Original Date: November 2006
Remastered 2008-09-03
Summary: 'Took you in so far, inhaled till I could not exhale.' Dean always knew his Dad would die for him - he just hoped he didn't have to make that decision.
Length: 02:01 | Size: 20 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: David Usher - Babyskin Tattoo
Vidders: xandra-ptv and astartexx
Release Date: 2008-06-07
Fandoms: AtS/BtVS, Deadwood, Dexter, Firefly, Friday Night Lights, Heroes, House, Life, Life on Mars, Lost, Supernatural, Torchwood, Veronica Mars, X Files
Theme: male slash
Warnings: Spoilers for aired episodes, a smudge incest and raw aggression
Summary: 'Circumcised myself because I knew you'd be too busy and I saw the knife was dull, just why the fuck do you think I'm crying?' A gentleman is one who never hurts anyone's feelings unintentionally. (Oscar Wilde)
Length: 03:35 | Size: 36 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM or watch on youtube
Artist/Song Title: Natalie Merchant - My Skin
Subject: AtS, Cordelia PoV, Cordelia/Angel
Original Date: 2003-04-23
Remastered: 2008-05-22
Summary: ‘Well, contempt loves the silence - It thrives in the dark with fine winding tendrils that strangle the heart. They say that promises sweeten the blow. But I don't need them.’ Cordelia has been through a lot - The vision pain made her slowly untouchable and Angel realizing the truths and changes much too late to save her.
Length: 05:28 | Size: 56 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Imogen Heap - Clear The Area
Subject: TXF, Scully PoV, Scully/Mulder
Release Date: 2008-05-04
Summary: ‘You find your way back down and I'll keep the area clear.’ Trust one who has gone through it - Scully isn’t looking at the sky for answers.
Length: 03:34 | Size: 31 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Something Corporate - Watch The Sky
Subject: SPN, Sam PoV
Original Date: 2006-02-21
Remastered 2008-01-05
Summary: ‘And I will crawl, there's things that aren't worth giving up, I know, but I won’t let this get me - I will fight.’ Sam is slowly coming to terms with his life on the road again and what sent him there in the first place.
Length: 02:54 | Size: 29 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: 720x400 - 29 MB AVI or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Thea Gilmore - Take me home
Subject: Deadwood, Alma PoV
Release Date: 2008-01-03
Summary: ‘I heard there's a warrant out for my arrest - ’ Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes.
Length: 03:13 | Size: 33 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Barenaked Ladies - One Week
Subject: SPN, Dean & Sam PoV
Release Date: 2007-12-24
Summary: ‘How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad?' There is no revenge so complete as forgiveness.
Length: 02:47 | Size: 29 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Die Fantastischen Vier - Buenos Dias Messias
Subject: Deadwood, Al & Bullock PoVs
Release Date: 2007-12-22
Summary: ‚Dieses Haus ist besetzt ohne Pause bis jetzt, denn wir kamen zuerst und wir gehen auch zuletzt.’ Deadwood - It’s all about Al and Bullock. It's their town and they take care of it in their individual ways, but with the same goal - Hearst has to fucking go.
Length: 02:42 | Size: 28 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: David Usher - Jesus was my girl
Subject: SPN, Dean PoV
Date: 2007-11-25
Summary: 'So he dies and I'm the joke - A playdoh mask a million miles to go.' Illusion is the first of all pleasures.
Warnings: Swearing, a smidge Wincest and no regrets
Length: 01:30 | Size: 25 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent link or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Brand New - Jesus Christ
Subject: SPN, Dean PoV
Release Date: 2007-11-11
Summary: ‘Jesus Christ, I’m not scared to die, but I’m a little bit scared of what comes after.’ Dean made a deal with the wrong side, but it’s not like the other did him any good.
Length: 03:41 | Size: 65 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Tricky - Hell Is Around The Corner
Subject: Se7en, John Doe PoV
Release Date: 2007-06-02
Summary: ‘Distant drums bring the news of a kill tonight.’ He wants to be heard and actions speak louder than words.
Warning: R - Disturbing images, blood and scribble
Length: 02:10 | Size: 44 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: 720x304 - 44.9 MB AVI or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: NERD - She wants to move
Subject: The X Files, Scully centric, action, vidlet
Date: 2007-01-28
Summary: 'Mister! Look at your girl (Damn!) - She loves it!' Scully doing her job and getting the loving attention from psychopaths, monsters and Mulder as reward. Isn’t life moving?
Length: 01:28 | Size: 25 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Catherine Feeny - Leave You On The Pavement
Subject: The X Files, Scully PoV, Fowley/Mulder, vidlet
Release Date: 2007-01-09
Summary: 'Well I hate to be a cliché. - Hate it even more to let you get your way.' The Queen always protects her King even when he forgets which one on the board is his.
Length: 01:30 | Size: 27 MB | Format: 720x400 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Ashley Parker Angel - Crazy Beautiful
Subject: The X Files, Mulder PoV, Scully character analysis
Release Date: 2006-12-23
Summary: 'Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere, not like I care 'cause I have got used to it - Refuse to quit.' Having Scully in his life is never easy or painless for Mulder - but it's worth it all.
Length: 03:39 | Size: 35 MB | Format: 640x480 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or watch on BAM
Dean - Soldiering - Remastered
Artist/Song Title: Taking Back Sunday - What's it feel like to be a ghost?
Subject: Supernatural, Dean PoV, Character Analyse, Action, Recruiter
Release Date: 2006-09-21
Summary: 'And then you said a little more about your dreams, like that was my call. If you would only listen - Bypassed everything and went straight for the neck.' Dean has known since he was four how it feels to be a ghost and Sam is going to adjust to this state. Or get killed for real.
Length: 03:50 | Size: 41 MB | Format: 720x416 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download or Watch on BAM
Artist/Song Title: Umbrellas - Ghost
Subject: Haunted, Frank Taylor PoV, vidlet
Release Date: 2006-09-17
Summary: 'It's the vivid dreams that fall away from our memory - I won't be your sorrow anymore.‘ Seeing his son in the afterlife makes Frank question this one.
Length: 01:26 | Size: 34 MB | Format: 720x416 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Ani DiFranco - Decree
Subject: Supernatural, Demon PoV with decadent eyes
Release Date: 2006-08-20
Summary: 'Well, step back, look up - You'll see I'm dimming the sun. But you won't, will you? Oh, that's a good little one.‘ The Demon came for Lil’ Sammy but stayed around for the whole family.
Length: 03:02 | Size: 47 MB | Format: 624x352 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Poe - Hey Pretty
Subject: Supernatural, Impala PoV, Spirit Analyse, oh c’mon, it’s not a character, how the hell should I call this? Okay, let’s go with alternate universe for the sake of clarity and Outsider PoV.
Release Date: 2006-08-14
Summary: 'Hey pretty, don't you wanna take a ride with me? Through my world.‘ The Impala is more pissed at Sam’s bitchy attitude, dad’s grumpiness and generally less forgiving than Dean.
Length: 03:45 | Size: 30 MB | Format: 624x352 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Sam - Watch the Sky - Remastered
Artist/Song Title: Poe - Haunted
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Cordelia PoV, Cordelia/Spike, AU, Character Analyse
Release Date: 2005-05-05
Summary: 'I’m haunted by the promises I’ve made and others I have broken. I’m haunted by the lives that wove the web inside my haunted head.‘ In this Alternate Universe Video Cordelia does not have to bear all the burden of her visions on her own, she is connected to Spike and the pain gets divided between them. Because of this they began to connect deeper over the course of the years and start to share nightmares, dreams and desires. So the promise to stay away from each other gets harder to keep as time goes by, but the Powers that Be take care of that.
Length: 05:01 | Size: 23 MB | Format: 320x176 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Apocalyptica - Until it sleeps
Subject: Lost Credits
Release Date: 2005-03-23
Summary: Lost intro for the March 2005 LVI Contest.
Length: 01:28 | Size: 36 MB | Format: 464x260 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Muse - Feeling Good
Subject: Veronica Mars, Logan/Veronica, Character Analysis
Release Date: 2005-03-10
Summary: 'Stars when you shine, you know how I feel.‘ If life hands Logan lemons, he asks for tequila and Veronica could be good company in his misery. These two are kindred souls. The only space between them is time and tough masks are transparent, if your adversary knows how you feel. Veronica knows the pain Logan is going through too well to not care.
Length: 03:31 | Size: 55 MB | Format: 464x256 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Ani DiFranco - Used to you
Subject: Lost, Kate/Sawyer, Character Analysis, Romance
Release Date: 2005-02-08
Summary: 'And for all your talk you don’t say much that’s real. I think I know more than you about the way that you feel.‘ Kate understands Sawyer, but that doesn’t mean she wants to be with him.
Length: 03:22 | Size: 35 MB | Format: 464x260 - AVI - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Sarah McLachlan - World on Fire
Subject: Troy, Achilles/Briseis, Romance
Release Date: 2005-01-01
Summary: 'We part the veil on Archille's sun, stray from the straight line on this short run.‘ There are no winners in war and love, only the living and dying kind. When the greatest warrior and virgin priestess began to fall for each other, worlds collide and aflame. Literally.
Length: 04:22 | Size: 14 MB | Format: 464x260 - RM - zip
Links: permanet download
Artist/Song Title: Vaughn Monroe - Let it snow
Subject: Die Hard I+II, John McClane, Parody
Release Date: 2004-12-25
Summary: 'Oh, the weather outside is frightful, but the fire is so delightful! And since we've no place to go, let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.‘ McClane just wished, that he stayed at home on Christmas. Made for the 1-Minute-Christmas-Challenge at Midnight-Lair.
Length: 01:05 | Size: 6 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Garbage - Shut your mouth
Subject: Lost, Kate, Sun, Claire, Shannon, Character Study, Angst
Release Date: 2004-12-16
Summary: 'Are you good people? Bad people? Guess it doesn't matter people.‘ The Ladies of Lost are panicking in style after the crash, while the men just lose their temper. So who is more Lost? Rhetorical question, I suppose.
Length: 03:31 | Size: 9 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Poe - Walk the walk
Subject: Alias, Sydney Bristow PoV, Action, Character Study, Angst
Release Date: 2004-07-21
Summary: 'Dear world, I'm pleased to meet you.‘ Sydney wanna walk to the beat of her own drum... Not that anyone can keep up with her anyway.
Length: 04:57 | Size: 50 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Ginny Owens - Without Condition
Subject: Angel the Series, Lorne PoV, the Fanggang, character study, angst
Release Date: 2004-07-11
Summary: 'You can't find the answers, till you learn to question; you won't appear stupid, just ask for direction.‘ Lorne is a more complex character then he seems to be... but nobody cared to find out!
Length: 03:00 | Size: 30 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Sarah McLachlan - Building a mystery
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Cordelia PoV, Cordelia/Wesley, Friendship, PoV, Character Study
Release Date: 2004-07-15
Summary: 'You're a beautiful, a beautiful fucked up man.‘ Wesley is building a mystery in Cordelias eyes, a very true look at the connection these two shared.
Length: 04:29 | Size: 45 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: David Usher - Mood Song
Subject: Angel the Series, Gunn/Wesley, friendship, angst
Release Date: 2004-07-09
Summary: 'I'm so dead and angry, I'm justified to feel this way.‘ An angsty look at the friendship between Gunn and Wes through the years. The good, the bad, the changes.
Length: 02:55 | Size: 30 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Nine Inch Nails - Kinda I want to
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel PoV, Angel(us)/Wesley, slash, AU, angst, smut
Release Date: 2004-06-04
Summary: 'Maybe just for tonight we can pretend it's alright - what's the price I pay? I don't care what they say.‘ Angel kinda wants to... Wesley too! And Angelus just wants to play! Or explaining the reason why sex shouldn't frequently end in hospitals. AU with all kinds of fun, which includes Sex, Violence oh and writing the show new in pure slash! NC-17
Length: 04:49 | Size: 40 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: Kidneythieves - Crazy
Subject: Angel the Series, Fred PoV, Fred/Cordelia, slash, character study, AU
Release Date: 2004-05-18
Summary: 'I'm crazy for trying, crazy for crying, and I'm crazy for loving you.‘ Every male character got a little crush on Fred one time or another, but who was her first crush in LA? Let's reminisce and give reality a little twist, shall we?
Length: 03:46 | Size: 33 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Artist/Song Title: David Usher - Black black heart
Subject: Interview with the vampire, Louis PoV, Lestat/Louis, slash, angst
Release Date: 2004-04-11
Summary: 'Search for pleasure, search for pain in this world now I am undying.‘ Maybe Louis found in Lestat not the mentor he sought, but the darker part of himself, a touch he couldn't allow himself to enjoy.
Length: 04:13 | Size: 42 MB | Format: 320x240 - MPG - zip
Links: permanent download
Lilah - Wild - Remastered
Spike - The Snowman
Artist/Song Title: Bing Crosby - Frosty - The Snowman
Subject: Angel the Series, Spike, Humor
Release Date: 2003-11-23
Summary: Spikes Ghost starring "Frosty - The Snowman", he made this role his very own! Spoiler for5x08 Destiny
Length: 02:45 | Size: 7 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Artist/Song Title: Plumb - Damaged
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Drusilla PoV, Drusilla/Angel(us), Drusilla/Spike, character study, angst, romance
Release Date: 2003-11-22
Summary: 'I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say and you can't take back what you've taken away, cause I feel you - I feel you near me.‘ A journey through Drusilla's mind. Craziness implied. Spoiler for 5x08 Destiny
Length: 04:06 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Summers Key Best Video
Buffinator Runner Up Best Effects Februar 2004
Rogue Video Awards Best Song Februar 2004
GoD Awards Runner up Best Character Second Round
Artist/Song Title: Ani DiFranco - Circle of Light
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Spike PoV, Spike/Angel, slash, character study
Release Date: 2003-06-25
Summary: 'Cause I don't have no grand plan for you and me, just nothing is impossible. I mean nothing is unlikely.‘ Spike and Angel got issues, but old habits die hard. Spoiler up to 2x07 Darla or BtVS 5x07 Fool for love
Length: 02:40 | Size: 7 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Wolfram & Hart Best Slash Februar 2004
Angel - Too much love
Artist/Song Title: Brian May - Too much love will kill you
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel PoV, Angel/Darla, Angel/Buffy, Angel/Cordelia, Angel/Wesley, Angel/Connor, character study, romance, angst
Release Date: 2003-06-24
Summary: '[Love]'ll drain the power that's in you, make you plead and scream and crawl. And the pain will make you crazy, you're the victim of your crime. Too much love will kill you. Every time.‘ It's all about Angel, his love, his pain, his suffering and the people, who cause it. Yeah, I know, this means almost every person, who he ever met. Spoiler up to 4x22 Home
Length: 04:30 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Artist/Song Title: Annie Lennox - Walking on broken glass
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Darla PoV, Darla/Angel, character study, romance, angst
Release Date: 2003-06-01
Summary: 'Now everyone of us was made to suffer, everyone of us was made to weep. But we've been hurting one another and now the pain has cut too deep.‘ They were made in hell for each other, but Darla got the superior part of torment, with being staked twice and never respected as the love of Angels unlife, so let's give her a little tribute.Spoiler up to 4x17 Inside out
Length: 04:09 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Wesley Cordelia - How Sweet
Artist/Song Title: James Taylor - How sweet it is
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Wesley PoV, Cordelia/Wesley, romance, friendship, humor
Release Date: 2003-05-24
Summary: 'But you brighten up for me all of my days with a love so sweet in so many ways. I want to stop and thank you, baby.‘ They're started out with the most potential romance, then blew it all away, but even in the aftermath they've got chemistry, charm and humour. Take with me a fun trip down memory lane... Wesley and Cordy, sweetness intend! Spoiler up to 2x21 Through the looking glass
Length: 04:09 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Links: permanent download
Connor Angel - Numb
Artist/Song Title: Linkin Park - Numb
Subject: Angel the Series, Connor PoV, Angel/Connor, character study, angst
Release Date: 2003-05-06
Summary: 'Can't you see that you're smothering me, holding too tightly, afraid to lose control.‘ Connor has become so numb, who could accuse him after this season? Spoiler up to 4x21 Peace out.
Part of our 1stRemix-Challenge, so go watch Xandra's new interpretation of the vid here
Length: 03:09 | Size: 8 MB | Format: 320x240 - RM - zip
The Buffinator Awards 05 2003 Runner up for Best Action and Runner Up for Best Character
Wes Angel - Nothing else matters
Artist/Song Title: Metallica - Nothing else matters
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel/Wesley, friendship, angst, slash
Release Date: 2003-05-03
Summary: 'So close, no matter how far, couldn't be much more from the heart. Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters.‘ Slashy thoughts implied, friendship so very obvious. Spoiler up to 4x20 Sacrifice
Length: 06:38 | Size: 17 MB | Format: 320x240 - RM - zip
Cordelia - My Skin - Remastered
Wes - The Burn
Artist/Song Title: Matchbox 20 - The Burn
Subject: Angel the Series, Wesley PoV, the Fanggang, Wesley/Lilah, character study
Release Date: 2003-03-30
Summary: 'And I wonder how I never got the burn and if I'm ever gonna learn, how lonely people make a life.‘ Wes is deep down an optimist, isn't he? Spoiler up to 4x15 Orpheus
Length: 03:19 | Size: 9 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel Cordy - Disease
Artist/Song Title: Matchbox 20 - Disease
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel PoV, Angel/Cordelia/Connor, Angel(us)/Cordelia, Connor/Cordelia, romance, angst
Release Date: 2003-03-24
Summary: 'You drove me to the fire and left me there to burn.‘Angel gets kind of sick of the whole unholy triangel and needs a cure for his disease. Dark fun. Spoiler up to 4x12 Calvary
Length: 03:46 | Size: 9 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Drusilla - Control
Artist/Song Title: Poe - Control
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Drusilla PoV, Drusilla/Angel(us), Drusilla/Spike, character study, romance, angst
Release Date: 2003-03-15
Summary: 'Well, you may be king for the moment, but I am queen understand. And I've got your pawns and your bishops and castles, all inside the palm of my hand.‘ She's a lunatic, but who cares? Spoiler up to 2x11 Redefinition<
Length: 04:34 | Size: 12 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Wes Angel - Kryptonite
Artist/Song Title: 3 Doors Down - Kryptonite
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel/Wesley, friendship, action, slash
Release Date: 2002-12-25
Summary: 'I really don't mind what happens now and then, as long as you'll be my friend at the end.‘ Wesley and Angel are related like superman and kryptonite. They bring out the best and worst in each other, what defines their ultimate strength is at the same moment their prime weakness. Spoiler up to Angel 4x07 Rain of Fire
Length: 03:58 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel - Forgotten
Artist/Song Title: Linkin Park - Forgotten
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel PoV, character study, action, Angel/Connor, Angel/Wesley, Angel/Cordelia
Release Date: 2002-11-10
Summary: 'Taken far from my safety, the picture is there. The memory won't escape me, but why should I care?‘ Spoiler up to 4x05 Supersymmetry
Length: 03:24 | Size: 8 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Faith Wes - Ice
Artist/Song Title: Sarah McLachlan - Ice
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Faith PoV, Faith/Wesley, character study, romance
Release Date: 2002-09-14
Summary: 'I think you worried for me then, the subtle ways that I'd give in, but I know, you liked the show.‘ Experimental, dark, angsty. Spoiler up to 3x22 Tomorrow
Length: 03:55 | Size: 10 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel - Elevation
Artist/Song Title: U2 - Elevation
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel PoV, action, fun
Release Date: 2002-09-08
Summary: 'Maybe you can educate my mind, explain all these controls. Can't sing but I've got soul, the goal is elevation.‘ Spoiler up to 3x21 Benediction
Length: 03:35 | Size: 9 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Spike Dawn - All you wanted
Artist/Song Title: Michelle Branch - All you wanted
Subject: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Dawn PoV, Dawn/Spike, character study, romance
Release Date: 2002-09-01
Summary: 'If you want to I can save you, I can take you away from here. So lonely inside, so busy out there and all you wanted was somebody who cares.‘ Spoiler up to 6x19 Seeing red
Length: 03:59 | Size: 10 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Darla Angel - Path
Artist/Song Title: Apocalyptika feat. Sandra Nasic - Path Vol. II
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Darla PoV, Darla/Angel, character study, romance
Release Date: 2002-08-15
Summary: 'What the hell are you trying? Now I know there's something more. What happend to you? Still staying on my path. Why you're still denying, now I know there's something more? That this is the truth. It's all in you.‘ Spoiler up to 3x09 Lullaby
Length: 03:28 | Size: 9 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
WITW - Whats love
Artist/Song Title: Tina Turner - What's love got to do with it?
Subject: Angel the Series, episodic AtS 3x13 Waiting in the Wings, Angel/Cordelia/Groo, Wes/Fred/Gunn
Release Date: 2002-08-13
Summary: 'What's love got to do with it?‘
Length: 04:19 | Size: 7 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Wes - Shades of Grey - Remastered
Spike Buffy - Crucify
Artist/Song Title: Tori Amos - Crucify
Subject: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Spike PoV, Buffy/Spike, character study, romance
Release Date: 2002-06-27
Summary: 'I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets, looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets. I've been raising up my hands, drive another nail in - just what god needs one more victim.‘ Spoiler up to 6x22 Grave
Length: 05:17 | Size: 8 MB | Format: 320x240 - RM - zip
Spike Dru - You wanted more
Artist/Song Title: Tonic - You wanted more
Subject: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Spike PoV, Drusilla/Spike, romance
Release Date: 2002-06-27
Summary: 'I don't know when I got bitter, but love is surely better when it's gone. Cause you wanted more, more than I could give, more than I could handle, in a life that I can't live.‘
Length: 03:54 | Size: 7 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel Cordelia - HALFIM
Artist/Song Title: Joe Cocker - Have a little faith in me
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel, Angel/Cordelia, friendship, romance
Release Date: 2002-06-25
Summary: 'And when your back's against the wall, just turn around and you will see, I will catch your fall - have a little faith in me.‘ Spoiler up to 3x13 Waiting in the Wings
Length: 04:39 | Size: 12 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Cordelia - Goodbye to you
Artist/Song Title: Michelle Branch - Goodbye to you
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Cordelia, Cordelia/Xander, Cordelia/Doyle, Cordelia/Wesley, Cordelia/Angel, character study
Release Date: 2002-06-05
Summary: 'It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time, I want what's yours and I want what's mine - I want you but I'm not giving in this time.‘ Spoiler up to 3x22 Tomorrow
Length: 04:11 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel - GMLS
Artist/Song Title: Jürgen von der Lippe - Guten Morgen liebe Sorgen
Subject: Angel the Series, Angel, humour
Release Date: 2002-05-26
Summary: A little fun with a German classic. *snicker* Spoiler up to 2x16 Reprise
Length: 02:33 | Size: 7 MB | Format: 320x240 - WMV - zip
Angel Darla - Jetzt ist gut
Artist/Song Title: Such a Surge - Jetzt ist gut
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Darla/Angel(us), character study, romance
Release Date: 2002-02-09
Summary: 'Macht sie dir noch Spaß, die Macht, die du noch hast. Mich zu quälen und zu dissen, beschissen - Am Anfang - klar - war das Feuer noch da. Doch warum verbrenn' ich mich jetzt, auch wenn die Asche lange kalt ist?.‘
Length: 04:24 | Size: 18 MB | Format: 320x240 - RM - zip
Vamps - Runaway
Artist/Song Title: Linkin Park - Runaway
Subject: Angel the Series, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel(us)/Drusilla/Spike
Release Date: 2002-01-26
Summary: 'Another wave of tension has more than filled me up. All my talk of taking action, these words were never true. Now I find myself in question. They point the finger at me again.‘ First Video ever… No comment!
Length: 03:09 | Size: 11 MB | Format: 320x240 - RM - zip
With the closing of Creative Refuge and Digital Dreamers charmax kept them online for years for your entertainment purpose only, because she rocks like that and maybe because she likes me a little bit deep down. I'm now in my Stray Asylum over at Xandras. So I would like to thank both of them heartily. I love you, girls.