I wanna always feel like part of this,
was,
mine.

Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regret

i'm at peace with myself ( Read more... )

the water always fills up the tub as i'm getting myself off, because i'm lying on the drain. this time, i come just as the level rises above my ears, and underwater i hear my own harsh breathing as i go, and have a moment where i'm drowning and seeing at the same time, something new. i would like to come as i die, come as i go. i wonder if anyone ( Read more... )

Today I had teaching for three hours, class for three hours, an office hour, and then over two hours of grading papers. Not counting reading. I am so exhausted that I am lathering myself with body butter and falling into bed. But first I can share what I spent Classical Theory class writing this afternoon regarding possible jewelry and/or life ( Read more... )

No not this confused again ( Read more... )

my grandfather died today.

i don't know how much of this i can take.

i officially live in new brunswick now.

weird...

emeralda santiago, "when i was puerto rican," "almost a woman," "the turkish lover ( Read more... )

I was like every other kid and I got pissed off pointing out all your mistakes. Eventually I learned that I'm not exempt from mistakes. Ask anyone who lives with me. I listen to reggaeton and smoke too much pot. I never put the cap on the toothpaste...but you know, sometimes I still have that arrogance of the young and I'm sure I could do it so ( Read more... )

There are places I'll remember ( Read more... )