Dawn --

[noun]:

A real life terminator

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that made me laugh

im feeling really lonely. it started off as a really happy friday. they told me i didnt have to work because they had alot of people on tonight. so that was a really pleasant surprise. figured i make some plans. my boyfriends phone is ignoring phonecalls, my friends all have prior engagements, and i cant ask them to take me along or to drop what ( Read more... )

oh yeah. and the reason ive been in a kind of fucked up mood lately is because i have to sell my horse. its eating me up inside. but i really have no choice if i want any type of a future. all my money goes to the barn every month. im in over my head. im an asshole. im a sad asshole.

im so sorry horse
i love you

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so anyways. im so excited about getting my own place. well not my own my own. im excited to move in with matt. its not happening any time soon. but lately ive jsut been thinking about how nice its gunna be. ya know...inviting people over OUR house. eating dinner in OUR house. he makes me so happy. life is so good with him i just wish we were closer ( Read more... )

this night is lasting forever. and i dont even know why. im feeling so weird today. its a mix between not being hungry, low blood sugar, exhausted, awake, dizzy...very very dizzy. i lost all feeling in my toe. dr said nerve damage. still cant put on my work shoes. i must find a way back to work. i need money. i need to start looking into schools ( Read more... )

im really contemplating going to see matt for a weekend.
i need him.

so the next time matt comes home for a big leave, hes gunna take his car back with him to washington. and im gunna go with him and road trip :] most fun ever??? yeah i think so.
so tonight im going to LO's house. shes comin to pick me up cause sehs my bestest friend <3

im definatly....definatly

going to HELL

so all of my friends dissapeared and dont call
home on a friday night
dont even have matt to talk to. i think his phone is off
boo im sad

so my horse stomped my foot.
its crushed
it hurts like a mofo
and its bruised and swollen and i want to chop it off
but...people with nubs have no friends.