Oct 13, 2004 16:20
james was right. i need to get out of OLHS. and find somewhere where people acknowledge my existence. where i fit in better. where i dont cry so much. where people care. Anyone who is reading this and who is James Monaco's friend should feel priviledged that they have such an incredible human being as a friend.
for me.its time to find a new home
Leave a comment
Comments 3
I'm falling apart.
I'm so sorry. For last night, for your hard time at school.... for all the stuffs of life that make you sad.
You really should come shack up with me.
It'd be hot business.
Well I love you Drew. More than anything. Keep it in mind.
Always,
Lara.
Reply
Reply
i am devastated that i don't hardly ever see you in school anymore drew... not even in the hallways so i could give you notes and stuff... i miss that terribly. i remember when we talked about your home... and how one day you would find it. but you wanna know what i think? even if OL isn't your home yet... you can still learn from it... take all your experiences, the negative and positive, and realize that you can learn lessons and further distinguish the home you long for from the home you belong to. you have made a home in me... and i think i could never really lose that... so whether you leave OL or stay, i would still care for you just as much. go where your heart tells you. and like gracie said, you would be missed. very much. it's ok not to fit in... nobody who "fit in" ever made a difference. remember that. it would be nice to meet this james monaco person... but i am priveledged to have you as a friend.
love, lauren
Reply
Leave a comment