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Oct 13, 2004 16:20

james was right. i need to get out of OLHS. and find somewhere where people acknowledge my existence. where i fit in better. where i dont cry so much. where people care. Anyone who is reading this and who is James Monaco's friend should feel priviledged that they have such an incredible human being as a friend.

for me.its time to find a new home

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patent nonsense textbook_hippie October 13 2004, 20:57:59 UTC
Come shack up with me. I have no time anymore. I have no people anymore. I have no life anymore. I need to get out of this world as soon as possible.

I'm falling apart.

I'm so sorry. For last night, for your hard time at school.... for all the stuffs of life that make you sad.

You really should come shack up with me.

It'd be hot business.

Well I love you Drew. More than anything. Keep it in mind.

Always,
Lara.

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rockylovsemily October 13 2004, 23:13:26 UTC
yea i was a friend of james i guess in middle school and hes an awesome guy--not to mention incredibly gorgeous..thats not the point.. but im also a friend of yours (we havent talked ina while..we need to) and i also go to OLHS. Drew you cant expect people to come to you, and i know you make an effort. and youve improved so much from freshamn year to sophmore year and even further to junior year...drew id hate to see you waste all that improvement, but as your friend im behind you 100% and if youre truly unhappy then you should do what is best for you..but just know that you will be missed. and if theres anything at all i can do then dont hestitate to let me know..grr i never see you we dont even pass each other in the hall n e more..later drew ol boy

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craziedreamer October 14 2004, 00:16:49 UTC
andrew stanton jacob-
i am devastated that i don't hardly ever see you in school anymore drew... not even in the hallways so i could give you notes and stuff... i miss that terribly. i remember when we talked about your home... and how one day you would find it. but you wanna know what i think? even if OL isn't your home yet... you can still learn from it... take all your experiences, the negative and positive, and realize that you can learn lessons and further distinguish the home you long for from the home you belong to. you have made a home in me... and i think i could never really lose that... so whether you leave OL or stay, i would still care for you just as much. go where your heart tells you. and like gracie said, you would be missed. very much. it's ok not to fit in... nobody who "fit in" ever made a difference. remember that. it would be nice to meet this james monaco person... but i am priveledged to have you as a friend.
love, lauren

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