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Jul 08, 2006 15:01

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___nosferatu___ July 8 2006, 22:33:34 UTC

please dont
i love you
i want to love you

dont do anything to hurt yourself

you will only make things worse

im sorry

im so done with you asterri July 8 2006, 22:41:46 UTC

you know i dont even know why i thought this would work. youre fucking obsessed/preoccupied with nadine and guess what, she's my best fucking friend and shes not going to talk to you. you dont love me. you want to love me but you dont and thats the truth, and im not wasting my time trying to make anyone love me. there are obviously people out there that care about me a lot more than you do. Nadine TOLD ME not to bother getting involved with you because she knew it wouldnt be good and i just wasnt smart enough to take her advice. you've hurt me like you wouldnt beleive. you sould have never lead me on like this.

Re: im so done with you ___nosferatu___ July 8 2006, 22:49:22 UTC

im sorry
i will do anything
to make it better
but i cant because it will never be better

___nosferatu___ July 8 2006, 22:47:57 UTC

im sorry
i love u

but i cant
i cant love anyone

im not good enough for you

and i am done with nadine

i was just saying that to maybe try and get her to be my friend
im so sorry

you know it hurts

so please dont hurt yourself

i care
i just i dont know

i need help

i want to be with
you i really do i just

dont know what
to do but i love you

you know asterri July 8 2006, 22:54:13 UTC

you'll never be over all of those girls from the past that have what im missing and because of that this will never work. im tired of trying so hard to love, loving people so much to be shit on and thats pretty much what has happened

Re: you know ___nosferatu___ July 9 2006, 00:28:01 UTC

other girls...

you know i care about u a lot

even if i dont "love" you

i care

i care a whole lo

i am very proud of you and i dont want you to ruin your life

(maybe we can hang out later much later someday but for know i think i should be a lone for a few years....or something)

you know

for the times inbetween now and when we used to hang out i never really stopped thinking about you)

I care about you

dont get mad
and dont hurt yourself

Kevin nadinechristine July 9 2006, 01:20:19 UTC

That part of my life is over. It has been over for more than a year. I am not that little shell of a girl who sits alone in a corner bleeding because she is too pathetic and disgusting to help herself feel alive. I am not going to talk, to you. I could never trust you, and the reason why I stopped talking to you long before any of this ever happened is because you would tell me, "I hate Paul, I'll protect you," and then become his fucking little best friend. Tell him shit, betray me, hurt me ( ... )

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