then i'd say ( Read more... )

(1:52:43 AM): you need someone stable and who can be there for you ( Read more... )

i lose feelings for the people that love me

& i go back & forth about people who either:
don't give a shit
are just friends

if i act on it- i'll lose what few friends i have left

& when i give up on others i lose the possibility of a good relationship

what ever happened to just casual hookups, eh? ha

i have never been so frustrated ( Read more... )

"i'm voting yes on 1, 2, 3, 5, & 12 ( Read more... )

when i said i was disappointed
it wasn't with you [you can do whatev i dgaf]
it was in the fact that you reminded me of someone else
someone who was irresponsible & immature
& now that image won't go away
& it'll never be the same

i'll continue to keep my distance
& you'll continue to pretend that it doesn't bother you

i don't really have any secrets, she told me once.
i just forget a lot of stuff.

i found someone who:
i can debate with
is possibly more cynical & pessimistic than i am
knows that happiness is just a rest from constant misery
has a job & can take care of himself
reads & writes outside of school
knows what it feels like to be let down by everyone important
is a sarcastic asshole
makes me laugh
actually thinks.

this makes me

so my mom sent me a forward today about the pledge of allegiance story ( Read more... )

-you always have to have a bf that you want to take care of
-get a puppy

.....? fo real?