and you can tell ( Read more... )

i all. have friends?
ha!
tight

why do i always have to be the responsible one?
i'm tired of being forced into the mother role over & over & over.

no wonder i feel so old.

last weekend ( Read more... )

i can't handle the drama.
just leave me be

i'll be unreachable for awhile

i can't handle the drama.
just leave me be

i have tried to understand you ( Read more... )

If I smile
Do not be swayed
I simply serve the public image

& when i reflect upon my past
[esp. when i reread OLD ass entries]
does it mean i'm weak
when i'm sad at where i am now?

i feel like there's something missing

most of the time now i'm surrounded by people
& have a million responsibilities & things to get done
but, i don't know...

i don't think i know how to be happy