Well this is something, my first day of work since I've been ill. Im not ready to return and I feel it no more than now but as I am not being paid for my sickness I can't afford to stay off. Im going to do a phased return. Work for a few hours then work back up to my usual shift later in the week.

...Untill now. Well, I know I said that I would post more, I'm sure that's never a good way to actually begin a post is it. I look at LJ pretty often but somehow always like the motivation, Its not that I don't care I guess but maybe that I feel like I don't do a lot in my days (Hannah would likely agree with that assessment) to warrant posts. I ( Read more... )

Using the heatwave to our advantage and now that our garden is nearly complete, we are sitting outside :)

Now I have a working laptop again (again!) I should hopefully have the motivation to rejoin the LJ race... Hmm we shall see.

I know I haven't posted an entry in forever, I guess I haven't really had the motivation to sit (or stand in my case) and formulate letters and words in a cohesive structure to make said post. That said though, how's everyone been?  It was a bit hellish for me as Hannah and I actually seperated for a while primarilly because I called off the ( Read more... )

I just really want to thank you Hannah for such a fun date yesterday. And although I won at the bowling (sorry about that) i hope you had good fun.

I love you x 

Just want to thank you Hannah for answering your phone that allowed me to come home and pick up my key and wallet.

I left to go to work, made my way to the bus stop to wait for my ride, put my hands in ny pocket and no wallet. So I had to run back home calling Hannah who was sleeping to let me in to grab my stuff so I could head to a different bus ( Read more... )

Thankyou to all who commented on my last post, I appreciate it :)

we have done a lot of talking and pretty much decided to try and get ourselves out of our circle of blame, trust issues and many other things that led to our end this time. We have mutually decided to take things really  slow, pretty much start dating again. Well as much as can be ( Read more... )

It must've been so hard on you

I'm sorry for all i put you through

Im sorry for the helping hand I didn't lend

I wish I'd been a better friend

How do I tell you im sorry

With a look, a gesture, a touch?

How is it I never realised

I hurt you so very much

Hannah and I have mutually seperated basically I am now single. Not much more to add really