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40% Anxiety Over Abandonment and 33% Avoidance Of Intimacy


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SO I SEEM TO BE HAVING A STRING OF BAD LUCK LATELY.. 2 WEEKS AGO I WENT TO THE EMERGENCY FOR THIS CRAZY PAIN IN MY STOMACH.. IT WAS SERIOUSLY THE WORST PAIN IVE EVER FELT.. I WENT BACK THREE TIMES BEFORE THEY REALIZED ONE OF MY ORGANS BEFORE MY INTESTINES WAS TWISTED THREE TIMES AND THEY ADMITTED ME FOR SURGERY.. REALLY SCARY.. THEY ENDED UP TAKING ( Read more... )

AT SOME POINT BETWEEN NOW AND MY LAST ENTRY AZRIELS VET GOT BACK TO ME WITH A PRETTY DIM PROGNOSIS OF 4 MONTHS AT BEST.. THEY REALLY CANT SAY ANYTHING FOR SURE AS SOMETIMES ITS DAYS SOMETIMES ITS MONTHS.. ITS PRETTY MUCH CRUSHED ME BUT IVE ALMOST COME TO ACCEPT IT.. WHEN IT HAPPENS WILL BE A DIFFERENT STORY BUT FOR NOW IM JUST TRYING TO MAKE IT THE ( Read more... )

AZRIELS BIOPSY RESULTS ARE BACK.. SHE HAS LYMPHOMA

SO AZRIEL WENT IN FOR HER SURGERY TODAY.. THEY WERE ORIGINALLY PLANNING ON HOLDING OFF AND RUNNING SOME MORE TESTS FIRST BUT OVER THE WEEKEND SHE STARTED GETTING WORSE.. IM REALLY JUST RELIEVED TO HAVE IT DONE BECUZ IT SEEMED LIKE IT WOULD HAVE TO BE DONE AT SOME POINT AND NOW I CAN STOP WORRYING ABOUT IT ( Read more... )

I DECIDED I NEED A BREAK FROM CLEANING SO HERES AN UPDATE ( Read more... )

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SO THE TRIP OUT HERE WAS ACTUALLY ALOT BETTER THAN I THOUGHT.. WE STOPPED IN PA TO STAY OVERNIGHT SO IT TOOK TWO DAYS.. IT WAS WAY LONG BUT REALLY I WAS JUST WORRIED ABOUT HOW AZRIEL AND WRAITHE WERE GOING TO BE FOR THE DRIVE.. WRAITHE HATES CAR RIDES *AKA MEOWS THE WHOLE WAY IN A REALLY LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS WAY*  AND HAS GOTTEN SICK IN THE PAST SO ( Read more... )

 YAY TODAYS MY LAST DAY AT WORK!  :D

 I DIDNT REALLY END UP DOING ANYTHING FOR HALLOWEEN.. JAMES WAS UP LAST WEEKEND AND WE WERE PLANNING ON GOING TO EIGHTIES NIGHT BUT WE NEVER MADE IT OUT.. WE PACKED UP ALOT OF MY STUFF FOR HIM TO TAKE BACK WITH HIM AND NOW MY APARTMENT SEEMS PRETTY EMPTY.. I LOVE IT THOUGH BECUZ IT MAKES JANUARY SEEM THAT MUCH CLOSER..  WHEN HE COMES UP FOR ( Read more... )