isn't it wierd when you talk about self discovery all your life and then there it is ( Read more... )

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i know i haven't had time to write in my journal, and to those who this concerns " IM SORRY ( Read more... )

well i will make this as short as possible. i am loosing touch with my journal and i dont know if i can make it. anyone , anyone... no help well i will be able to keeep it alive for nwo

AILEEN if you ever get this while youre in france.. i miss not seeing your entries everyday, so if you have time could you fill me in on how your trip is going ..
thanks bye bye

today i am actually getting more done than in a whole week hahaha.. i am getting most of my issues straightened out and hopefully will be able to go out tonight. my room is about 90 % done. i can't wait to get the rest of it done. once it is done i will never leave it ( Read more... )

i must say that after days like yesterday, today is a drag. 19 fucking degrees out, i was cookin' and just relaxing, then i had to go to work, which was actually really good! i am getting back into the "i like my job" scheme... and my biggest thing of the day was that aileen and opal talked to me all the way from PARIS! i nearly shit myself.. they ( Read more... )

so today i am still cleaning my room... its still WW2 and there is no getting it better.... grrr... so yeah today i got terrible news.. i have to work on saturday night after all ... i was soooooo hoping to go to the show and now... no hope at all... im sorry to all of you who i told that i would go.. it was all a lie but not totally my fault ( Read more... )

first of all before i start i appologize for not updating in soo long.. i hope that you are all satisfied now!so today was kind of a bleh day.. i went to church which i haven't done in months. it was ok, but its lacking something i just cant pinpoint which is not good.. i feel like im losing touch with religion, but i am hoping that it will come ( Read more... )

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