You wake up from some dark sleep and you realize the day that's before you and all of it's just sunshine even with your eyes closed. And the icky acts and the sad facts of somebody aren't what's important, what's important is that I'm alive. If I so choose, I'm living in a constant state of rebirth. everything that's already happened is dead if I ( Read more... )

So this is how I see it all ( Read more... )

This spectacle is too much for me. I'm going on strike, this is all screaming to stop.
I want to be square or square off.

Sometimes life seems too extreme to be real. The plot gets so thick and murky that you can't see any of it at all . Your own storyline begins to intertwist itself, strangling all bits of personal normalcy into alien acts. Every experience seems more bizarre than the next. And you think you know, you think you understand what's happening in this ( Read more... )

chemicals and reactions and blank spots. I want to believe that the world's me. when I'm a whole world, I can spin and move around the infinite universe, I'd be so heavenly, I'd be a mobile god. you there stop you're disorienting my orbit stop I need to keep moving stop you're not anything but your own planet don't get in my way stop if you keep on ( Read more... )

everywhere, it's all awful! everybody's dying! everybody's killing themselves ( Read more... )

Everything that a human could ever do is terribly terribly silly. There are times when I laugh out big breaths full of momentary life, but usually I just get bored with every bit of the entrapping absurd. That last sentence isn't worth analyzing. you get it already. maybe not. ha. ha ( Read more... )

I got so sick all of a sudden at night and it was awful, it was so awful, and now how great it is to be well ( Read more... )

Heather ( Read more... )

How strange it is to be forced into playing the secondary character in a multitude of situations.... alright, every single social situation. but what liars we all are! Without knowing what truth is, how could I dare say anything honest at all? coherency would be much more effective if every human could jump brains and live through the ideas of the ( Read more... )