So, I've managed to let down my best friend, his girlfriend, my girlfriend's family, my family, and possibly anyone who reads this entry
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Don't be so hard on yourself Neil. No one makes the right move 100% of the time. I'm sure everyone who knows you knows that your heart was in the right place.
I hope so...I know that things can go awry sometimes. I just feel bad for letting people down, there were expectations that I took onto my shoulders and I wasn't able to meet them.
I had such high hopes for moving to Ontario. I was making over $12 an hour in Halifax. I figured it would be a breeze to find even more money in a larger city, but that never happened. Brendan moved to Hamilton with the expectation that I was to move out with him in time, which I was planning on...I knew that it would be nearly impossible to handle with the only job I was able to find, but I did it anyway because I really owed it to him to at least try.
Anyway, sorry to vent at you Jono, if I come home to visit for x-mas, we need to get together, drink 4 litres of Pepsi, eat some pizza pops and watch every bit of media on whatever criterion DVD you happened to purchase most recently. Good times.
it's hard sometiems that we live in two seperate bodies. I feel like I need to be a part of you inorder to be fully comfortable and holding you as tight as I can is the only way to relieve some of that feeling.
You are not burdening anyone, It has to be done, and it isn't so bad. You are young, I'im younger! we have years to make up for this set back.
a minor lose for a world of growth, be happy! I'm always goign to be here to pick up for you, and I'm goign to help you as much as possible.
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I had such high hopes for moving to Ontario. I was making over $12 an hour in Halifax. I figured it would be a breeze to find even more money in a larger city, but that never happened. Brendan moved to Hamilton with the expectation that I was to move out with him in time, which I was planning on...I knew that it would be nearly impossible to handle with the only job I was able to find, but I did it anyway because I really owed it to him to at least try.
Anyway, sorry to vent at you Jono, if I come home to visit for x-mas, we need to get together, drink 4 litres of Pepsi, eat some pizza pops and watch every bit of media on whatever criterion DVD you happened to purchase most recently. Good times.
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it's hard sometiems that we live in two seperate bodies. I feel like I need to be a part of you inorder to be fully comfortable and holding you as tight as I can is the only way to relieve some of that feeling.
You are not burdening anyone, It has to be done, and it isn't so bad. You are young, I'im younger! we have years to make up for this set back.
a minor lose for a world of growth, be happy! I'm always goign to be here to pick up for you, and I'm goign to help you as much as possible.
I love you and so I will do anything I can.
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I *heart* you
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