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[asumm3rsrain]

Within the past two weeks, I've realized a couple things.

• Friends will turn against you when you have a boyfriend. Unintentionally, but yes, they do.
• I've overloaded my schedule with dance programs, especially for junior year.
• I really can't stand people. Especially girls. Yeah, I have my group of girl friends that I hang out with a lot, but I

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[forward_forever]

there's a pointe class wensday?
what time?

[asumm3rsrain]

7-8. It's me, Courtney, Brittany, and Shannon.

[masts]

It's funny that you were hanging out with my old Pasadena kids. I miss them sometimes. I'm sorry that some of your friends said you've changed. Some of mine say that too and it's not a very nice thing to hear. Also, I finished your tape this morning, so you'll be getting it soooon!

[asumm3rsrain]

yeah, Pasadena kids are way more scene than SP kids. Like...a lottttt more. But sadly, that's what I like. hah of course, I'm ready for that tape :) When do you want me to send you your cd?

[masts]

Scene? Not really...
Although my definition of scene is a really bizarre one, and maybe it's just because I've known Nick/Mike/Dan/Matt/all of them for almost (and some over) a year now. But seriously. I know they wear girl pants and everything, but they worship New Found Glory and all this other random stuff...I don't know, haha. Mail it whenever you feel like it!

[thegreatbeckini]

Mmmmm, I know all about the whole "You've Changed" thing. Honestly I think it's a completely normal thing. You're growing up, you will change. Period. The only time you should actually worry about it is if you think you have changed and you think it's for the worse. As long as you are happy and happy with yourself then its fine. Not to say that you should take into account what people that you care about say about you. But if you don't see it as a bad thing then dont worry about it.

I mean I know I have changed. But I like how I've changed mostly. And the things I don't like I am working on. Thats all you can do.

And blasting Konstantine and crying sounds like a big help. Things like that help me too! But I normally have 'Existentialism on Prom Night' on repeat for those days. I guess that songs not actualyl that sad..but it sounds it...well I'll stop rambling now, lol.