Dan leaves tomorrow for college. In Vermont ( Read more... )

I always know it's gonna happen, and I try to prepare myself from getting in a bad way about it.

So why does it still effect me so much when it happens? I try to avoid the bad mood and be okay with it, and accept it.

But I can't.

And it upsets me that it happens.

Especially after last night, which was wonderful.

And now this?

Fuck.

Other than that, I'm ( Read more... )

So, I could've sworn that I had posted something in my last post about "not being able to cry lately"

maybe that was a dream? Or I wanted to write that, but I forgot. Or something. I don't know.

But anyway,

Scratch that thought, I cried really hard today.

A lot has happened since I last posted ( Read more... )

JACK'S MANNEQUIN TONIGHT

omgomgomgomgomgomg I'm about to die, and I'm okay with that =] Soooooo happy right now, tonight will mark THE BEST night of my life. Ever. I'm meeting my idol from the past 5 and a half years of my life. The musician, the artist, that has helped me through ALL of middle school and high school. My role model, my wonderful ( Read more... )

I kinda kept forgetting to update, and I kinda have been really busy ( Read more... )

I feel so distant and disconnected from everyone lately.

Lately being the past couple of months. But especially the past few days.

Don't read this cause all it's gonna be is a day-by-day recap of my week in Ocean City...okay? Okay ( Read more... )

Sunday night Steph came over for a bit and we had a Disney movie marathon. First we watched Beauty and the Beast...then the new Peter Pan (with Jeremy Sumpter...mmm yum), then we topped it off with Aladdin. We had a 'cheese party' and you're jealous ( Read more... )

yeah so I got a car blahdeeblah went to rehearsal all that fun stuff. Mrs. Tammy drove me home from rehearsal and encouraged me for trying out for competition team in August. We'll see how that goes ( Read more... )