23, just shy of 24... i am not doing much with myself, i do not know what to do, i do not know what i really want, and i cannot even find the motivation to discover what i am looking for, nor the motivation to do what i must... i am in a serious limbo, seemingly unable to do as i please, but in reality too ignorant and scared to make the choices ( Read more... )

not quite ( Read more... )

escape and distraction... guh...
got pulled over tonight... got frisked... no fun...

been in a fairly contemptuous mood for most of the evening...
i was hoping for some shithead to piss me off in the house tonight so i could release some agnst and anxiety... my situational awareness was peaking...

today is MY birthday. w00t ( Read more... )

i wish there was a mass convert button...

neener.
- Mr. Quick

there is an interesting line that exists in me for science fiction films... while a sci-fi movie can be an outright terrible "film", and the practical physics of today seemingly get thrown out for wowing the audience, i get rigid for fancifully inventive technology... and honestly, with the rate at which nanotechnology and biotechnology are ( Read more... )

i resumed a friendship because i took some steps to permit it... the steps, have not been and certainly will continue to not be without consequence ( Read more... )

holy crap. Peter just linked me an amazing parkour video... wow... amazed and dumbfounded and motivated am i!!

der.
-Mr. Quick

hah. "art".

i found myself a true distraction...
fair skin and bone and pouty...
admire, i will...
it is fun to see blushing on account of my talents and words...

i think it is time i stopped hiding...
ready to shine?

shine get!!
- Mr. Quick

a most excellent night in the company of Peter and Chris... we sat in Denny's for a few hours having great conversation of certain sciences and philosophies... truly, two of my favorite people to hold discussion with ( Read more... )