~I think I have died a little on the inside. Why? Because I no longer have passion for the things I once loved. Isn't that sad? I mean things that I almost died without, I don't need at all anymore. Video games, my life for over seventeen years, I just don't care about. I mean I just sold like twenty games the other day, and I don't regret it at ( Read more... )

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~Bah. Why is he such a douche? I don't understand how I can keep doing what I am. Why do I keep crawling back to him? I need to stop. I told him all I want is to be friends, if he can't handle even that, it is time that we stop being friends. I'm just sick of this false hope he gives me everytime we talk about why he makes me so mad. This makes me ( Read more... )

~Give me James back, NOW. :| Life sucks when he has to be in town, and his two month is today. I am most bummed. My day will be crap 'cause he's not here to make it better. GRRRRRR GREGG ANGRY!

~Moving out soon. To Gunbarrel, woo. It shall be exciting to be on my own....with James. Lol

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~Love is often an over-used word, no? Before parting from your friends "Love you!". Or when you're teasing your friends, it usually ends with a "Hey! Don't take it personally! you know I love you!" Most sentences between friends end in love ( Read more... )

~Life is not swell. Hayden doesn't rock. But Jeremy still does. Life is not swell.

~Everything is swell. Hayden rocks, as does Jeremy. Everything seems to be going well for the first time in a while. I think I'm actually happy. But something soon shall go wrong...it always does....

~I tried so hard. So very, very hard. I tried to resist what I wanted. I really wanted to resist...but I couldn't. I couldn't do it. And now, I'm practically in tears. I don't want to fall for someone else. I don't want it to happen. I just...just can't handle it. I want to lose all my emotions. I want to be a blank slate, for the rest of my life. ( Read more... )

~My hair is now black. Exciting.