how dramatic.

[asweetaddiction]

I have nothing to say. Days are flying by and I don't even notice. I'm seeing Counting Crows and John Mayer tomorrow night and I should be more excited than I am. I passed my written driving test this morning; I start driving next Friday. I have just under three weeks until school starts. I haven't started summer reading. I have 30 more pages to

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[alwaysregal]

I miss you. I need to see you this week before I leave for school - let me know. Wednesday would work nicely, Monday could also work.

I was terrified to leave for school, I'm sure you remember that summer. I was freaked about leaving my old best friends, and Regal. It's my third year now and yes, I will STILL cry the last day I leave Regal. I just always do.

Your comment on pants reminds me so much of me - hitting 100 pounds was a big traumatic event in my life and I hate hate hate being a size 6. I know better. But still. I miss being soooo skinny.

xxoo

p.s. I am not on drugs. Unless you count zoloft :-P

[asweetaddiction]

Wednesday I'm driving. Monday I'm at a friend's house until 2 or so. After that it's probably okay. I'll email you and let you know.

You're going to be FINE at school. If not, I have an extra bedroom here.

Hitting 100 wasn't so bad for me - hitting 110 was the worst. By then I was older - around 13 so I was more aware of how I looked. I've gained almost 5 pounds over this summer! Although I shouldn't be surprised, you've seen me eat. What did i have at Hilltop? Cheese fries, salad, grilled cheese and cheesecake? haha.

talk to you soon!

[asweetaddiction]

Okay let me clarify: Wednesday I have driving lessons for the better part of the day, so I probably can't do anything then.

[alwaysregal]

You didn't have cheesecake b/c we didn't get dessert. And yay for you driving - next summer you can drive up to see ME :) And then you can be the one to miss the turn when I distract you with stories about people (although most of my people are from NJ... oh well).

ANYWAY. In a few weeks your extra bedroom is going to look damn tempting :) You made me smile. Hopefully we'll meet up this week - my monday is a mess - so Tuesday? Or else whenever you're not driving Wednesday? We'll figure it out.

[circular_]

I totally know what you mean about going from a 2 to a 4. It seems like it should be so insignificant and that it's not worth getting upset over, but I was in denial for the longest time. I still take a 2 and a 4 into the dressing room even though I know I'll probably need the 4, and when the 2 actually is the one I get, it makes my day. Which is a little sad.

But now that I've written a novel here, enjoy John Mayer/Counting Crows and feel better dear <3

[asweetaddiction]

I know what you mean about bringing in both size 2 and size 4. I do that too. I also get excited about fitting in the size 2 - except,i usually go out and have ice cream in celebration. heh =X.

I had a GREAT time at cc/jm. Thank you!

[timjami]

You know, there´s so much things that are more important than your weight or appearance. Try to concentrate on them, puss xooox

[asweetaddiction]

Thanks for the advice.

[pourquoi_pas]

ooh, mount holyoke! are you planning on attending there? and don't worry about the summer reading; i haven't even finished the three essays i have to write on the books i have to read :-/

[asweetaddiction]

I would LOVE to go to Mt. Holyoke, but right now I'm only a junior in high school with grades that probably won't get me into such a good school. It is my first choice right now, though :).