so I dont really know if aaron and I will get back together...I'm not exactly sure how I feel about the whole situation yet. I'm still on the fence. boyfriends suck. for the most part.

today was my day off.I went out to eat with aaron and then out with danielle. we went over chucks and smoked a blunt. blunts are gooooood. thats about all.

whats up bitches??? life has been good the last few days. working all the time. no surprise. i have the meeting with the people from macys today. joy. im hoping to get laid off. i have next weekend off. very excited. dont know what im going to do yet, but i'll find something. i always do.

so for the last few months ive been ready to meet my father...but a couple of days ago i found out that he died in the hospital on october 5...he was in the hospital because all of his organs failed and his sister,brother, and dad decided to pull the plug without letting my mother and i know he was in the hospital to begin with...my mom told my ( Read more... )

my new years resolution was going to be to quit smoking cigerettes but since ive already done that (aside from the 1 i may have while drinking), i decided to cut back on swearing...maybe only saying damn and hell or something...i dunno...

to those that came last night, it was fun...i'll try to get some pics up when i can...i had jello shots for the first time...good stuff

people need to call into work tomorrow so i can have a party at my house...my mom and mike arent home...a party would be fun so if anyone wants in, give me a call or leave a message here.

ya know, i dont drink that often, but today is one of those exceptions, so i apologize for any typos...not that i have much to say...i had to work 8-5...went bowling with danielle...drank...and here i am now...i have to work tomorrow 2:15-11:15...fucking joy...i hope filenes fires me...i cant fucking stand it there...i can get a job at UPS anyway ( Read more... )

so i got a letter over the weekend from the VAP for the whole videotape thing with matt...definately NOT looking forward to dealing with that AT ALL...the whole situation sucks so much ass that its not even funny! actually it kinda is. i mean, if youre going to do something like that HOW ARE YOU GOING TO BE THAT DUMB ABOUT IT?!?!?!?! i just dont ( Read more... )

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I've been thinking a lot about my life lately, and everything that got me where I am today. There are some things I wish turned out differently, but what are you going to do right? You learn from everything I suppose. The only problem with that is most of the time I know I'm supposed to learn something I'm just not quite sure what it is. Or I think ( Read more... )