I don't know man ( Read more... )

Mike was really sweet tonight.  I even feel bad that I was focusing on all the negatives, just hours before seeing him.  I guess I shoudn't feel bad, he does what he does, but I'm in love with him and when he is nice I forget about all the shit he does and he just becomes my cutie.  I'm not perfect either.

Ought-oh, someone's becoming Miss Clingy.
I really miss when he used to want to see/talk/cuddle with me all the time.
I also miss when he would call me pretty.

Oh well, life goes on.
I don't care.

Yes, I do. But no one else does.

Ugh, why does he never want to see me? =(

Thanks to my parents' relationship with one another;
I fall for the good guy.
I will never be beaten over and over again by the same man.
I probably would not stay with my husband for better or worse, if the worse is him becoming a drug addict, alocholic, etc.
I will more than likely never let my (future) children see daddy and me fight.
I have no sense ( Read more... )

Today was my first day to do some massage thearpy with the Rochester Rhinos.  I was nervous as hell all the way up and when I got there I was only able to work  with one player.  I was expecting it to be nonstop work; player after player, but it wasn't bad with just the one cute and young rhino with an adorable Irish accent.  I think his name was ( Read more... )

If the clouds are black and thunder cries, a storm is coming in right?
If that storm does come, and I knew it would all along..how the hell would I ever forgive myself?

How do I save him?

Even on the good days, when I have smiled, laughed, felt loved and gave love; it ends the same ( Read more... )

Trina left me for Jorge. =[

 I FUCKING GOT SECOND PLACE IN THAT TOURNY FOR $4800.  SO FUCKING SICK!  BABY OMG HAHAHAHHAHA!