Ok so today was pretty mcuh the same as yesterday except i actually had class today however i went down to the pond with michael again i really like talking to him when it is just the two of us. He is so amazing and im glad he is mine for now.Some of u r probably thinking why is she saying for now theres a simple explanation and its cuz i dont hang ( Read more... )

So I woke up late again this morning and got dressed and ready to go on my field trip today to the Holocaust museum.But i forgot to make a lunch so i was lunchless today as far as i had known till i got someone who had brought 2 sandwhiches to let me have one.Then we were off to the museum it was the most heart shattering and most meaninful thing i ( Read more... )

You kno how u guys were helpin me out by tellin me wut boy i should go for well i decided and went for guy #3.I really tried and we ended up liking eachother a lot and today he asked me out at lunch.SO the down side to this is my froend who liked him is now pissed at the both of us but she needs to get over it she really does like not to be mean ( Read more... )

So i havent updated in a while cuz i really havent had time but right now i am having a boy dilemma. I am going to explain to that there are 3 boys to choose from. The first boy he is really hott, nice, funny, understanding,and alredy has been a good friend he is a lot younger then me like hes in 6th grade but i figure i really like him so it ( Read more... )

Why cant i depend on anyone else but myself to be happy.I cant seem to find someone who actually gives a shit about my feelings and even if they do care they dont try to help any.I need someone who will hold me when i cry and wipe the tear from my eye to tell me it will all be ok.But i havent found anyone who will even give a shit about me much ( Read more... )

So i just got back from looking at the pictures i was telling you about and they turned out awesome i cant wait to show everyone. O and i think i may have a new babysitting job cuz the ladys son really liked me and she said she would love to have me babysit.hehe extra cash!that would be nice huh.O and close call i almost didnt get to go friday to ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day not as magnificent as tuesday or yesterday but u kno i will get over it. So today this is what happend got to skool a lil later then usual everyone was waiting for me.Then went to first period and took a test,2nd period watched a video,3rd period learned a relatively easy math lesson,then went to lunch lunch was ( Read more... )

Ok so as i said there was somthing that happend to me the other day that was so amazing that it has to have its own entry it was so special.NOw this started two tuesdays ago when a certain boy tried out for the talent show and i fell for him right then his voice so beautiful i couldnt believe i thought i had instantley fallen in love.My heart ( Read more... )

It has been a while and there is quite a bit to catch up on i have been quite stressed lately with trying to keep up with school and everything then going to nashville and everything in between so sry for not updating but as i just said it has been busy.I really dont kno wut to say but somthing really amazing happend to me the other day this ( Read more... )

the tears fall down my face as i realize everything is not ok.Nothing seems to be going right and i cant do anything right.Everyone seems to be able to hurt me right now even if i try to ignore it and if u would like to kno your part of wut u did just comment and i can let u kno cuz really i dont feel like explaining it out.I really need help i ( Read more... )