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it's exactly what they said it will be; i'm clinching fists and biting my lips.

it all came back
within one phone call.
the past four months,
they came back to me.
and now i'm not as nearly as
pathetic as before. 
okay, i'll half-way take that back...
i wasn't pathetic.
just
selfishly
in
denial.
i was holding on while the world had
stopped spinning

as i was doing research for my persusion speech on cutting...

"Skin is a bulletin board,
They're saying,
'Can you see how much pain I'm in?'"

i just thought he put it nicely.

This week I have been putting together my portfolio of photography & works, because on Saturday I am going to Herron. It is National Portfolio Day and I get to meet all of these people who will tell me if I am good enough to go to their school. I am nervous times a million and two. All who have mercy, pray for me ( Read more... )