Now that's prefect

[at_lien]

concert season is upon me, 5 concerts comming up which is good...now the bad i guess, not to go back on my last post which i am not i still stick by that, but im feeling like my time here is winding down. as many people know i do not like dealing with change like g-ill, but it happens i guess i just dont think im really ready to deal with it all

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[kahrkillscain]

Sometimes here I feel really useless somehow although my friendships here are getting slightly stronger however it still gets really lonely. haha sometimes I find myself defending my town when people hear I'm from Bakersfield and are like "ohh...that sucks" followed by "there's nothing out there!" which is a total exaggeration. It's like that issue of how you only have one home so you better love it best you can because it's all you got. Every now and then when i get really frustrated or depressed it kind of just feels like if my life ended right there I wouldn't mind much, in times usually involving a lot of incertainty about the future and my success and future happiness but I don't think life can ever be a process of constantly depleting happiness so I just keep on truckin so to speak...
Btw I'm still gonna try and get you guys hooked up w/ John McCrae haha that is of course if you don't mind being near Kevin (who hasn't been online to talk lately btw...) for at least a few minutes.

[at_lien]

oh god john...but kevin...oh god i dont know if its worth it ahhhhh