What a day, was yesterday. To start with, a girl that I had dated and.. gotten serious about filed something called a Peace Bond on me and I had to show up that morning for it. This is a woman who after some rather life changing decisions had decided to never speak to me again, which was really harsh to go from best friend/ love to.... nothing. So ( Read more... )

Last night my roommates, militant self righteous vegans, had a party. I have hung around vegans for years at body choir, but those vegans never had an uppity attitude about it. I felt that this party might not be my crowd when I met the girl who had a huge tattoo in 3 inch letters across the top of her chest that said "Nothing is more filling". " ( Read more... )

I want to be a rebel. I want to rebel against the world. I guess in my own quiet way I have been for many years. Somehow or another it is dawning on me that rebellion is the province of boys. Somewhere along the turning point of boy to man he becomes less emotionally involved in the observances that allow manipulation of work and money: otherwise ( Read more... )

Well, it's a fact. I can't date anyone right now, I'm a walking disaster. I don't know how to let go of someone that I actually loved. Not to say that I didn't love others, but my feelings this time went too deep, like a river running backwards into the depths of my soul ( Read more... )

Isn't it fascinating? The Homo Florensis excavations date to most recently, as soon as 18,000 years ago, with some tools dated to as recently as 13,000 years ago. Homo neanderthalis skeletons have been found as recent as 30,000 years old, and related tools dating to 22,000. So at one point in earth's history, we had tiny humans (fairies,gnomes, ( Read more... )

Fractured pieces of my soul are flying around lodged in the women that I love/d.

Reality is a viscous membrane on top of a mysterious liquid.

Is it normal to be afraid of power?

There is life after grief, but can there be love?

Pieces of fractitious thoughts collide ( Read more... )

As I was listening to NPR this morning I cracked up when this idea hit me. Could some of the resentment towards their own leaders (the Iraqis) be driven by what the names of their leaders mean? I may not be the best arabic linguist but Sawdiki Al Markhabi? Sounds like his name means "Friendly Welcome"? LOL. And what about Malaki? "Malak" is arabic ( Read more... )

Ow.. snapped another tool while trying to shape it to a custom shape. Wish I knew someone who could shape custom tools out of steel for me- oh.. wait. That could be the ex-girlfriend who tracks down my boss and tells him that I'm stalking her and that I might be crazy because I'm an ex-marine. That's cool, obviously I'm stalking a girl who I haven' ( Read more... )

It wasn't really that great a date. I don't know about this girl, she is goofy and pretty and tall though ( Read more... )