i honestly feel worthless. like i make no difference in anyones life. like i am invisible. well, maybe i do make a difference in people's lives, for the worst. seems like all i do is make people mad or let them down. my promises mean nothing, i have an attitude all the time, all i think about is myself, i'm irresponsible, im two-faced, im a bitch, ( Read more... )

Taking Back Sunday is absolutely amazing! I love their music so much.

andrew and i broke up tonight.

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This is one of the babies that my puppy had almost 2 years ago. I miss my dog, but this one is cool too. <33 Yay for Sonny!


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I had so much planned out today.....

....but, there was a change of plans.

cuz I am LAZY!
It's my first day off in like a week...
I just want to lay around. <33

Things are weird right now. I am on an emotional roller coaster, I swear. No matter if it's a completely new day, and I wake up happy or sad, something always happens to change that ( Read more... )

it's been awhile since i've updated..........mostly cuz i feel it's pointless.

if you feel there is any need for me to continue this journal, leave me a comment please. otherwise, im pretty sure i've died.

I got a new hard drive for my computer, so things are good with my computer. It's much faster, it has a usb port now, and has windows XP, so yeah.. I'm happy! It's nice to have a decent computer now ( Read more... )