jack and my business is well underway.  we start photo shoots on sunday.  our website, www.t-bodies.com is just in the baby steps stage, we have yet to finish it off.  you can check out the 'for now' home page though! 

i think a lot about bottom surgery, but i'm just not happy enough with the results.  not to mention, it's uber pricey, there're potential complications, i could lose feeling, and i'd probably have to go to the states.  meh.  i think about it more now than i ever did before.  i'll be doing without for a long time.  thank god for prosthetics.  there' ( Read more... )

a good buddy and co-worker gave his notice a little while ago at our school program.  he works with one of the youth in evening program who happens to be trans.  this kid doesn't have much of a support system in general, let a alone a support system in his transition.  he's gotten pretty close to my buddy and i know he's going to miss him when he ( Read more... )

I have a beautiful new nephew

being born into this body has been a challenge.  testosterone, however, has treated me well and continues to make me smile every two weeks.  sitting here with three incisions on my stomach and two on my chest, i feel at ease.  i look at the mirror and think "fuck yeah".  finally the mirror isn't confusing me anymore.  growing up i remember standing ( Read more... )

i am back from the hospital.  i no longer have ovaries, fallopian tubes, a cervix, nor a uterus.  pretty intense.

i'm happy that they only kept me 1 night instead of two like they originally planned.  my main nurse, sandy, was really nice.  my night nurse, randy, was pretty good too.

one nurse...i did not appreciate.  she came into my room around 8 ( Read more... )

it's hard for me to completely move on ( Read more... )

arg....cell phone got knocked off and stolen at the club last night...those of you whom i've exchanged numbers with...please give me yours again!  ater_aliquis@hotmail.com

I'll be speaking at cap college, along with jack and emily for trans day of remembrance on thursday the 22nd.  i'm required to write a bio for myself...... soooo if you were to write a bio for me, what would you say?  anyone have any input?

it's funny that there even was an us ( Read more... )