well hello world ( Read more... )

i'm not finished
i'm not ready
i'm not sure what to do
tra la la la la la la
i have so much to do
i'm going insane
i may not see you
tra la la la la la la
i'll miss you
farewell good friends
i pray that we'll meet again
tra la la la la la la
la la la la la
la la la la la laaaaaaaaaa

i'm recovering with a short but nasty run in with a stomach virus... as miserable as i was yesterday and as fatigued as i feel today i am grateful i was sick. the day after you always feel so.. idk gross of course but so grateful for a usually well oiled body. I haven't eaten a lot and i feel very tired, but compared to yesterday its amazing! you ( Read more... )

today was incredible... i'm growing stronger FINALLY!!!!! i discovered this amazing new power it was shaking Nancy's room and she had to stop the warm up cuz her ears were ringing... this is soooooooooooooooooooo exciting. so now i just need my vocal cords to harden up like now.. lol unfortunately they're not due for another year or two bummer. i ( Read more... )

幫助我某人！我絕對在去患精神病。沒有那不是一個輕輕地被使用的短語我的神智健全分開在撕破和我不能夠忍受我還呼吸我不能夠透過從傳播我的悲痛和否定情感阻攔我的這個智力的障礙撕的 ack 的事實我是我自己討厭，我討厭跟人哀訴的單獨的 ack 為甚麼能夠不是我是更強有力的我憎恨這jeg trenger noen jeg ikke tar faktum jeg er 18 ikke gjort noe som helst ikke gjør noe som helst svikte på liv jeg ikke vil ha denne mer men jeg kan ikke excape det jeg overlever jeg ikke lar drar selv om jeg vil ha ( Read more... )

lalala i'm home from DC it was nice.... umm i'll write comments soon i swear lol hahahaha i'm surviving so yay!

still breathing, i've been experimenting and my discoveries aren't exactly great but at least i know right?
ha i'm babysitting right now ha i love kids ha they're great!! they make life so much better they're views are so perfect, i miss childhood sooooo much gosh i miss it

i am not in any way a human being right now

i do not exist

i'm a complete mess of pumping blood, oxygen intake and firing neurons

the tragic supernova of possibilty

Hoc est verum et nihili nisi verum

We are the lucky ones ( Read more... )

hah so i watched carmen today ha it should be rated umm pg-13 close to R though haha ( Read more... )