It's almost 3am...

[athena007]

I'm upset that life didn't and isn't happening the way I wanted it too, I'm upset that I'm not a lot further on in life right now than I am. I'm upset that people are selfish and that the two men I've ever really loved in my life are exactly the same and they both broke my heart and left me to discover the world.

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[teotoluca]

*hugs*

[athena007]

I guess my last sentence has a double meaning... "they both broke my heart and left me to discover the world." ...they [a] "...left me to discover the world on my own." [b] "...left me and instead went off to discover the world." I meant [b]. And literally [b]. Guy 1 went off to Alazka, then Hawaii and is not in Africa working as a pilot. Guy 2 is well restless and currently working on a cruise ship.

Interesting though when you read it with choice [a] in mind. And I'm flattered by your envy but I guess it's hard to see what's to envy. But I will take that as a compliment. Sigh... I know you're right... sometimes it just hurts too much... *sigh*

[trav28]

I miss your posts here and hope things improve soon Athena.