Wakeup nicole...

[athena8469]

as the reality of things start to expose themselves, I am learning how hard it is to handle a budding relationship.  Something I haven't had to do in many a year.  My fear of fucking up has made things more difficult as I battle monsters that do not lie under my immediate control.  Because it feels now that I am in fact battling HIS monsters as

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[dethstryke]

It does suck when the One you meet turns out to be, inevitably, Human.

The facade we present to others in the process of courtship is typically who we would like to be, or more importantly, who we think the other would like us to be.

For anything to last, that facade has to be closer to your true nature than not; or at least you have to be willing to do the very hard work of truly becoming it. Change is never easy, but it can be done. Otherwise, you're simply delaying the disappointment.

Good luck in your endeavors towards love and ultimately happiness.

[athena8469]

Thank you. you know....i feel for the first time, that while my current situation has got to be by far the most melodramatic of ALL my past ones (ive learned more about him and us since this post, by the way) it is the first time i feel the strength in myself to actually go through with it. Life's abound with mysteries....im up for a chat, though, if you wouldnt mind a more detailed acount. You might actaully be impressed by the newest level my love life has moved onto. and i need an ear to bounce my thoughts off. Ill be around this weekend.

[dethstryke]

You know I'm always here for you. Just charge your phone this time. :p