who are you anonymous?

i think things are getting back to normal. i don't feel like i did last week. as much as i know things will always be a little different, i know that they will be ok, and i can be alright with this. it doesn't hurt as much anymore. i don't regret anything that happened, b/c it was an experience and it was enjoyed and i learned from it. things will ( Read more... )

i hate this, i can't sleep anymore. i just want to sleep right now, and not have to wake up ever again. since i went to iowa, i'm still on my travelling schedule. i don't want to be awake any more than i absolutely have to. i'm so numb....i don't feel like i'll ever be happy again. when you get pushed down, at first it's not so hard to get back up ( Read more... )

somehow i have screwed something up yet again. my best friend is angry at me, enough to pretty much end our friendship....and i don't even really know why. all i said was that she's changed since she went to college, gotten more introverted in some way...i didn't say it was a bad thing, i didn't demand change or anything like that. i know i've ( Read more... )

how did i get here again? i don't understand how i let myself feel this way again, it's such a bad idea, it's not going to get me anywhere. and now i have this secret that's eating away at me. i just don't get how this always seems to happen to me...why can't i find what i want, why can't something that should have happened a long time ago just ( Read more... )

hands down best new year ever, i will remember that...or most of it:) for the rest of my life. what a way to kick off 2007, i can't imagine a better night ( Read more... )

maybe because it's almost the end of the year, and we're all getting ready to celebrate new years and looking forward to what next year will bring....but i'm feeling quite nostalgic. i look back on the past year, and on what i've learned, what i've gained, and what i've lost. i feel so much older than i did this time last year. i just get this ( Read more... )

do you ever notice how even when women get together, whether it's just for coffee or lunch or maybe as a group to have a girls night out.....the conversation is always centered around men and relationships. sometimes i just don't know if we'd have anything to talk about if it wasn't for men....and that's so damn sad. now i'm not saying that all ( Read more... )

somehow it always seems that i am assigned the role of peacekeeper. no matter what happens, even if i'm not even involved, even if it's a whole group of people who do something to hurt someone, or mess something up or get in some kind of trouble....i'm the one that has to clean it up. it's like people attach themselves to my responsible side or ( Read more... )

i hate men. they suck. they lie, and everything they do..no matter how nice it may seem, they are only doing to benefit themselves. the end justifies the means. and they say women play games??? and of course, when you stand up for yourself, when you tell them the truth about themselves, when they realize that you can make their blood turn cold with ( Read more... )