there's been a fly buzzing around our apartment for days now, it won't die....always irritating me and buzzing in my ears, distracting me from work, never letting me have a moment of peace. hmmmmm sounds like someone else i know;) i feel like i've been in a constant state of emotional stress for the past 3 months. it just never seems to go away, ( Read more... )

i hear the thunder outside my window....i love the rain. i love rain and i love the cold, i want winter to be here. i wish that i had a remote control for my life...so i could fast forward past all this pain. but on the other hand, we learn from pain, and i have certainly learned quite a bit from this. i've learned that i'm stronger than everyone ( Read more... )

classes have begun, i'm still working, i'm loving my new and old neighbors, getting used to the bus schedule and traffic jams, i've rearranged my room and cleaned the apartment, and in general i'm getting reved up for senior year. i really love being a senior...i actually notice a difference in my attitude, interaction with others, and even my walk ( Read more... )

Oh you see that skin
It's the same shes been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

the next few weeks are going to be interesting...everyone's gonna be super busy with last tests and papers and finals and graduation and work and moving in and moving out. this summer has been.....eventful....and somehow uneventful at the same time. i really liked my class, i actually like my job for once, and i love living in surrey and being able ( Read more... )

Name: Jenny ( Read more... )

so it's the 4th of july again. usually i have some great plans with friends or family involving good food, destruction of public property, 3rd degree burns, and the humidity of a summer night in georgia. but not this year. i'm only going to be in augusta for a few hours tonight, mainly to see my mom before she goes to iowa to see my grandpa, who is ( Read more... )

i don't want you to be my regret....i don't want to make this choice with you when so much is at stake...i don't want to lose my best friend, someone who means more to me than anyone else, but i also can't just let this go and pretend nothing happened. "a drunk man's words are a sober man's confessions"-words of the wise. i'm sick of everyone ( Read more... )

i really want to take a vacation....like actually go somewhere, somewhere really cool....like new york or europe or austrailia. i never go anywhere, i never had exciting family vacations when i was growing up, my parents always worked too much for us to have enough tim to take those vacations, so now i want to go ( Read more... )

how can i be so angry at something i can't control, something that seems so immoveable that there's no point in trying to fight it. it's just not fair. simple as that. why did this have to happen this way? i've waited for so long and now everything that i thought i had planned, that i thought i would say or do or feel just doesn't work...somehow i' ( Read more... )