From the album "Buffy Musical"

BUFFY
I touch the fire and it freezes me
I look into it and it's black
Why can't I feel?
My skin should crack and peel
I want the fire back

Now, through the smoke she calls to me
To make my way across the flame
To save the day or maybe melt away
I guess it's all the same

So, I will walk through the fire
Cause where ( Read more... )

Well here's the deal. Ryan and I are running our own business as of last friday. http://www.altescomaha.comRead more... )

I am going to turn our fiancial burdens over this holiday season into a blessing and take the time to focus on the spiritual side of the holidays with the kids. This weekend we will prepare the house. On Yule we will celebrate the religious aspects of the holidays and santa can come on christmas and fill the stocking. We have never been able to ( Read more... )

Especially given who and what they are wearing. I believe she actually owns such a shirt.

I've been thinking about things I would like to learn to do, unfortunately a lot of them I don't have the thing that rules the world, money, to do but here is the list anyway ( Read more... )

I'm not going to get into everything that has happened since I last posted but a quick summery of SOME things. FIrst of all I had my surgery just over a week ago. Doing ok, drainage tubes are the worst though. Very similar to post c-section surgery. Anxious to see what things look like when it's healed ( Read more... )

Car can be fixed, just have to get a new belt and get hubby to work on it with me since I can't begin to do it on my own. We determined it's the water pump. Here is what happened from another post I made ( Read more... )

and I look horrible, again. I couldn't find anything warm to wear so put on a sweatshirt that is too short and makes my fat gut hang out and I look sloppy and fat.

All my clothes are either too big and make me look huge and sloppy or too small and make me look fat and sloppy or just too sloppy.

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My body. I know I have surgery in just over a month but it doesn't seem to help. I swear my stomach keeps getting bigger. I need to stop eating but of course I can't. I look 10 lbs heavier than I did a week ago, i swear. I hate it. I can't get away from it. I'm scared they won't be able to make it go away even with the surgery ( Read more... )