What does it all mean?

[athighnoon]

Any of it, I mean. What does any of this come to mean, in the grand scheme of things? IS there a grand scheme to any of what we're going through? I've come to a lot of revelations, over the course of my stay here, in Austin. I've come to realize that one of the things I missed the most...one thing that we could neither of us seem to bring ourselves

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[insilhouette]

I kept in it for so long because of *who* you were, not because of *how* you were. I kept in it despite *how* you were because of *who* you were.

Maybe I'm dense.

[athighnoon]

...but that made no sense, whatsoever. You stayed in because of who I was? ...and who was I? ...not what you were looking for, that's obvious. So who *was* I, then? *What* was I? Questions that have no answers, I suppose...or at least answers that we won't be ready to confront, at this point.

maybe in our next life.