Allright, so it's been a while since I've vented here. But then again I really haven't really had a reason to vent. And here it goes. I'm fucking lonely, bored off of my ass (although partly my fault) and just about every friend I have has some sort of life. Sure I spend a lot of my time at starbucks hanging out and chilling with the major group. ( Read more... )

hey everyone....I know it's been a while since I've written....but in all honesty I forgot that I even had a live journal account. It was just this morning that someone e-mailed me and asked how I was doing ( Read more... )

Here's a weird thought....I just posted a comment on Mezzie's journal and it said that I was abanned from commenting....I guess I could have made a mistake here or there or something of the sort...but I don't know....I'll have to find out.
My life is getting more and more interesting. but mainly my teacher sucks. And now back to doing homework.

It's WAY too early to be up, but I can't sleep either. And since there's nothing else to do online at this early hour....I shall type. Probably about nothing inparticular...but at least it's something. My mothers' kittens are currently rampagingthrough my room...and running over my toes in the process. We're going shopping today in the valley, I'm ( Read more... )

What a week it has been. And boy oh boy is it tireing.....I'm back home in Santa Cruze, just waiting for school to start. There's also the whole thing of getting the last minuet shopping done for a bookbag, notebooks and such. And allready I can't wait for it to be over. I'm taking some easy classes this semester just to pass time. Art, ceramics, ( Read more... )

so today totally sucked!!!!!!!! I was driving my godmothers truck and it died in the middle of my street. Then I couldn't find a good battery for it and I was late picking my godmother up for work so that she could get to her other job ( Read more... )

okay, so it's been a really long time since I've written in this. Let's make it short and sweet for now. I've finished with school, except for one semester. and I'm now a prision guard. I'm letting my hair grow out. And i'm going back to blond. other than that I think the rest would take too long. Just thought I should update for a bit since I ( Read more... )

I'm stuck at home with no one to talk to. I'm currently on the phone with a boyfriend...but he's having computer problems...I'm trying so hard not to laugh. Oh, I got my tatoo it's a blue rose with a ladybug on the top of it...I'm bored out of my mind and I'm typing incohereantly on my computer just because I can...I'm lonely as all hell...and I'm ( Read more... )

1: Stay alive longer than my mother.
2: Stay sober for more than a 24 hour period.
3: Retake all my previous classes and pass.
4: Get a tatoo in memory of my mother.
5: loose weight the proper way.
6: Look for a better job.
7: Send appoligies to all of those who I have offended.
8: Rid myself of all my recient depression.
9: Get laid...oh yeah

My mom is in the hospital with Pneumonia I don't know when she'll be back...going insaine....