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Jun 27, 2005 00:34

i love it......just when i have a job that takes up all my time, so i dont have to keep going through the daily torture of being alive in a shitty town such as this....now as i finally start to go back out to clubs and bars and beaches, and concerts, doing things fun, meeting girls,and such, the one i meet turns out to be a bitch, so i told my ( Read more... )

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dude_ill_cut_u June 27 2005, 00:11:06 UTC

nice. rebound. right.
.take care of yourself.

athousand_steps July 3 2005, 01:23:58 UTC

well, i mean, you have to admit, you say you like me, and then after like a week, all of a sudden im not who you thought i was...? maybe rebound was harsh, maybe more realistically you realized that as i did, going to palm coast to see you everyday wasnt somehting you or i could accomplish....i didnt mean that to be an asshole, none of what i said. i just felt that i was a rebound....and you just went right on to the next person anyways....i dunno stevie, you were so unique, so passionate, so beautiful, different than anybody i had ever met.....i never wanted to be your enemy. The last thing i wanted was more bullshit....If anywhere inside you, you remember what its like to burn so badly inside each day, that you feel it could explode from your chest at any moment, than i hope you can also find it inside of you to realize where i have been coming from for such a long time, and why i have been making steady changes for the better, to be better, and better things around me. to tell you the truth, to be completely 100 percent honest....i ( ... )

dude_ill_cut_u July 7 2005, 20:03:27 UTC

awe. wow. that was so strongly written. i dont think you are an enemy, but some of the things we talked about when we were something were mean and just a turn off. i dont think you are a bad guy. i just didnt agree with all you said the last time we talked and it hurt me. i ahve thought about you before, wondering if you were okay because i havent heard of you for awhile. havent seen you online or update. didnt know if you were alive. it was sad. but it seems like you are doing good, just lonely..
which lots of people are.

wishing on stars doesnt work... athousand_steps July 8 2005, 01:05:54 UTC

relationships are a big part about being open. I mean, i sort of know what we talked about that made you upset, or what i said to you that you didnt agree with... I am a very lonely person. I mean, i really ignored the fact that you cared when you did, and maybe i did take you for granted. But id rather that than end up hurting you b/c im not ready for somehting, that i wanted so much ( ... )