Surviving the Winter

[athousandlives]

Standing in the waiting room of some office uptown, I take off my scarf and huge coat. I'm thirty-one floors up and it is starting to snow. I can see the river from up here. I don't take the time to get my bearings to figure out which river, I just think about the last time I was in a building this high. It was on the Upper East Side while I was

Comments

[kittykatpower]

i'm almost glad i didn't see you over break so i am not a part of your awful time. you have a neat life.

[athousandlives]

I really wanted to visit you and everyone in Gainesville.
I didn't have a license, and then I didn't have a car.
and then I wasn't allowed. And then my break was over.

I'm glad that my legs and shoes are in your icon.

I can't believe... actually I guess I can, but it's fun to think about our first telephone call.. and hanging out for the first time. And being freshman. Look at where we are now. Crayzay.

keeponkeepinon,

Adam

[beaudolan]

im sorry i was a part of your awful time...
im pretentiously assuming i was one of the bigger, if not biggest reasons it was so horrible...
im sorry.

[athousandlives]

I think it was situations I was disappointed in. And there were plenty of situations that had nothing to do with you. I was going to write a couple more paragraphs in my entry about all of it but I decided not to

[beaudolan]

I hate the hard stuff. And I hate that I am contributing to it instead of comforting you about it

[kittykatpower]

we didn't break up! if you were here, of course it'd be different, but we'd still have all we had (I feel like anyhow), I mean Peter and I are still the very same and just as close.

p.s. why did you only add your family to this lj? you know your sister makes posts that you can't see.

[athousandlives]

I am eventually going to add other people to my friends list. I added my family because I wanted to get closer to them. But realizing how I work with my family is another winter break disappointment. [things will get better.] Erin had me on her list before but not anymore. I guess she has secrets.

Things would be different if I was still in Gainesville. I wasn't really thinking of you or anything when I wrote that comment. We would still be great friends. I'm sure Angie and I will be too. I just need to realize normal people have relationships. I'll get one soon enough. or never. whichever.

I'm still working up an athousandrobots finale.
I'll be in the mood for it soon.

[slipmesomething]

This thread is too depressing. I am going to make a bit more upbeat.

Your shoes are ugly, and so is your face. It's better than Joan River's and we can thank God for that.

I have been out shooting film but only after having a night out, I think we ended up leaving at about 2am. We're crazy, though i don't think anyone can be as mad as you, youcanbalancingsonofagun.

My advice to you, Get on with it, live through it. Nothing can stay bad for too long. Ever!

As for your sister, she likes to kiss boys behind the bike shed. I think you should talk to her, she needs to know the dangers of cooties.

[orbbo]

I don't feel as though my comment has much place on this entry after reading the discourse between you and Angie. It's good to see you both nailing things out.

I will mention, however, that I love the name Shenequa.