too much. too soon. to little to make it work.

[atlanticavenue]

Well I guess I might as well get it out there and tell people. uh im pregnant. And I am terrified. I have no idea how to raise a baby. I have no way to help support it, im seriously questing me and Johnathans relationship right now but i think its only because im hormonal right now. Anyway im 3 months. And honestly I dont want it but at the same

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[razzledazzled]

I love you, Ally. And I really just want to see you again so I can give you a hug and tell you to trust in God. Nobody is going to hate you. Nobody has hated you. That would just be silly.

We all do things we regret and we live out the consequences of them. We all get into situations we don't mean to get into. It doesn't mean you can't have a relationship with God or be used by God.

[atlanticavenue]

Yeah i know im starting to realize that, and im trying to start pressing into him again. I wish i could come up there to give you a hug. Love you.

[kimmyellen86]

Oh precious girl.. I want to hug you forever and make everything okay.
Nobody has any place to hate you.
I don't suppose that any words will help, so I'm not going to try to help.
I love you. Be strong and hold on to what you have.
If you need me, I will effing drive down there to you. Just give me directions. I'm not even joking. If you need someone to be with you, I'll come.
Or if you need someone to talk to, you can call. 570.856.4889
<333

[atlanticavenue]

I dont think i NEED anyone to be with me right now but i would really LIKE you to come down anyway, because i miss you so much. Your such a sweetie pie thanks for caring. Ill give you a call sometime just to chat.

[courtney_banks]

oh. allison.
I dont hate you.
we all screw up..but this. I have no idea. you need to understand, that this just isnt your life, its someone elses now too. and you shouldnt think about taking someone elses life.
seek God. it shouldnt matter if you dont have the greatest friends. God still loves you no matter what. Dont push him away.
Hes calling to you, all you have to do, it take the call and answer him.
we all try to do things on our own sometimes, I ve learned this the hard way, we cant do anything with out God.
just trust God.
I might come with Nick to see you. And I will love you. and love you. and love you. and love you.

[atlanticavenue]

thanks courtney. and i really do hope it works out for you to come down and visit me with everyone. Nick told me about that last night. that would be sweet. i miss you so much. You always find a way to make me smile. love you.

[myownescape]

If anyone says they hate you i will personally take them by the hair and flush their face down the toilet!!!!!

i love you allison! you are my sister and i wouldn't trade you for the world! i kno this is a confusing time but if you ever need someone to talk to i am here for you always! call me anytime you need me! (570-242-3732=cell)

you have always been such a gorgeous, bubbly, take-me-for-what-i-am-or-not-at-all kind of person and you know what i still think you are! i will never hate you...EVER! and God has a plan. He loves you so much, and he loves your baby! I love your baby!! holy cow..i am going to be an aunt!!! ahhh!!!

you are so precious and i have nothing but love in my heart for you!

muwah! i am here always!

[atlanticavenue]

awe thanks Jess that really cheered me up. I really want u to be there for the birth this summer. Liisa is coming down also. I love you so much and so does your future little niece or nephew. Ill deffinitly call you sometime. I miss you so much! love you.

[myownescape]

u better keep in touch every step of the way babe!!

[break_my_legs]

If I could, I'd like to see the baby too.

Allison, I miss you so much and I know I haven't been there for you like I should have, but I have no idea how you feel right now.

Honestly, I just wish you were here or I was there so we could go through this together.

I love you.