I dont even know who the heck i am anymore... God I give up. oh well shit happens, I reckon or so keri says ( Read more... )

Hey guys, i just got back from steve and joels house. It was fun we all played cards all night and then we went to sonic and ate. This guy Jonathan likes me and hes a real sweetheart hes so nice. hes sleeping over tonight and tomorrow hes taking me and keri to moms house to get some of my stuff. Im so excited!!! I am so ready to have my stuff and ( Read more... )

me and keri just got back from hanging out in town. we had so much fun today. we went shopping and got a bunch of cute stuff and then we hooked up with a bunch of our guy friends and hung out up at waterfront the went to jannes house for a bit. then we went to steves house and they were having a party we had fun. haha lots of fun. all the other ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since i posted. hmm lets see whats new with me... uh well same old stuff i guess. Hanging out with all my redneck buddies we go to town like everynight and hit up waterfront colonial and some bar where we sing kerioki. lol fun stuff. oh me and jason broke up. it ended well though it was mutual and were still frinds. I saw him ( Read more... )

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This is it guys... My last night officialy. im sitting here thinking about all the goodtimes ive had this past year. I was genuinely happy up here. You guys took me in and became my family when i had none of my own. I came up here suisidal, depressed, addicted to all sorts of crap and completely broken and in the one month i was up here last ( Read more... )

this is killing me.

Everytime i think i have life figured out I fall flat on my face and realize i dont know what i want and the things I have might not be what i really need.

You made me happy, I miss it.

ugh...well i guess im going to BBF after all. I called nick tonight and he talked me into it. haha he even called Jason and talked to himabout it. oh yeah were back togather now and i am soooo happy!!! I really like him ALOT. Last night he called me and we talked for like 2 hours and he actually cried like seriously cried telling me how much he ( Read more... )

Well as usual me and mom started fighting and I ran away from my problems like i always do. I moved out early and im in NC again...its good to be back. haha its so nice to have a mother with such high expectations of you. She informed me that she dosnt approve of the decisions ive been making latley. she thinks im going to be a failure if i live ( Read more... )

I miss my Momma M. She is such a Hott Momma. I miss having her there to talk to everyday so much!


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