I don't want to

[atlantis_blue01]

I don't want to follow anymore, I'm sick of following, of waiting. I don't want to wait anymore. I won't chase, I won't follow. Come to me, if I can offer something I'll give it, but I won't take the first step. I'm tired of chasing. I'm tired of looking, and wondering if I should ask or talk. We drifted apart long ago. I think I'm a little pathetic, looking for someone I thought I knew. I won't ask anymore, I won't ask for your time, for your sympathy, or you companionship. I don't need it, really.

I really need to move on. There are so many opportunities open for me, and worrying about you isn't going to help. I've had enough. I don't care if I'm important to you or not anymore. The only thing I want is to be left alone by you. No more pretending. I tried being friends, and that didn't work...

Sorry to all of my friends, this isn't about anyone on my list. It's about someone who doesn't have an account. I just needed to get this off of my chest, and I know I have friends here that understand. I'm trying to resolve my troubles and cut the dead weight. That's all. It might be that I'm suffering from insomnia right now, and feel no tiredness. Anyway, you guys can ignore this if you want. My emo moment is over...

I really hate it when my little brother is right...