i was cleaning up my inbox this afternoon at work and i found this e-mail i sent to my friend back in college the day after the walk-out incident.

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its kinda awkward for me to write this email but lets just forget what happened last monday. all has been said and done and none could be done to undo everything. no one wanted what happened. i ( Read more... )

The University of Blogging

Presents to
atomicaldwin

An Honorary
Bachelor of
Boredom

Majoring in
Anonymous Commenting
Signed
Dr. GoQuiz.com®
Blogging Degree
From Go-Quiz.com

So Aldwin have you found your one true love?

(Shocked! But remember to regain composure and maintain grace under pressure)

Yeah, but it's always been a one-way street. Love is supposed to be a two-way interaction right? It takes two to tango. But in my case, it's always one-way.

In the Philippines?

Yes and No.

Oh I get it. But I have ( Read more... )

If you can summarize my entire life in one word, that would ( Read more... )

i woke up with a heavy heart. emotionally, i'm not feeling good. honestly, i hate my mind. it kills me everyday. it's always a battle to control it. feels like it has a life of it's own and it's really a difficult struggle to overcome it. today, it overpowered me.

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as i was driving to work, flashes of what-may-happen in the near future ( Read more... )

I should've just come home early so that... Pero siya naman ang reason kung bakit hindi ako umuwi ng maaga. Kasi I promised to buy that "thing" para sa kaniya na sold-out nga lang. Hay... Ewan. I did my best...

Acceptance leads to letting go, letting go to moving on, and moving on to moving away...

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Have you been in a situation wherein the thing that you want and need the most is just infront of you but you didn't do anything about it, and just let it slip away? Some say maybe it's not yet the right time to grab the chance. But when is the right ( Read more... )

They should switch places with me so that they will know how it feels like.

For a change, this entry of mine will be an interactive one. Avid readers of my lj(if there are) are welcome to post their questions basically about anything that you would like to know about me and everything. However, there will be this one question that I will not answer if ever asked and that is "Who is Irish Eyes?" or anything like that. Let' ( Read more... )

A year of tears and stress and gentle hugs and strange reconciliations... A year of healing.. holding tight... anguish and - finally - understanding... I wish I could write about it all on here.. but I have no words. I'm tired - and I'm all run dry. Which is a shame because it would make a happy contrast to the miserable entries of the past. ( Read more... )