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[atomickittykat]

I don't get it. Every time I am about to get close to some one, I pull away. I am never ready. Why! Why can't I be ready to be happy, and move on with life? Is this God's way of making me suffer? And if it is, what the hell am I suffering for

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[pwiggily]

I'm sorry you're so frustrated. I don't know if this will help, but sometimes when I feel I need to make a big change in my life, I start out with baby changes to help me get to the bigger one.

Also, maybe you just need time by yourself. It can get lonely, but sometimes adding people to your life only complicates it more. Hope everything sorts itself out:)