I NEED HALP

chem
chem
chem
chem
chem

i have stuffed myself with three different flavours of icecream
i have moved on to seaweed.
yummy.

i am eating because i am reduced to a pathetic state of lard
i am eating because i am too pathetic to face chem. my greatest fear.

i am going crazy

i need mental help. i need physical help too. i need a machine to ( Read more... )

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I have found what you are like
     -E.e Cummings

i have found what you are like

the rain,

(Who feathers frightened fields

with the superior dust-of-sleep. wields

easily the pale club of the wind

and swirled justly souls of flower strike

the air in utterable coolness

deeds of green thrilling light

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I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in

the whooshy sounds of my breathing are a constant reminder that i am still here; nothing has changed.
when will i cease?

the colours are all screwed up. ohwell.

omgggg school is 2MFM. haha.


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my nose is throbbing.
i have too much blood in my veins.

read: Vernon God Little, DBC Pierre. Best book ever.
reading: the secret life of bees, sue monk kidd. ok so far. prolly because it pales in comparison with VGL

.. i want.. . many things

Shattered  -  O.A.R

In a way, I need a change ( Read more... )

Drummer Hodge by Thomas Hardy

I

They throw in Drummer Hodge, to rest
Uncoffined: just as found:
His landmark is a kopje-crest
That breaks the veldt around;
and foreign constellations west
each night aboe his mound.

II

Young Hodge the Drummer never knew - 
fresh from his Wessex home - 
the meaning of the broad Karoo,
the bush, the dusty loam,
and why uprose to ( Read more... )

Where I Stood - Missy Higgins

I don't know what I've done ( Read more... )